[fic] Together we'll live apart we'll die
Jin stared at his brother in confusion but he kept quiet as he listened to Kazuya talk, “What if we have to leave this house? What if mom and dad tries to file for divorce?” the younger boy said his thoughts aloud “What if we have to be separated?”
Jin eyes widened in surprise upon hearing what his brother was saying. He quickly sat up and moved closer to Kazuya, wrapping an arm on Kazuya’s shoulders, “Hey, don’t talk like that…”
“…I guess I’m just scared that would happen” a sad smile formed on the boy’s lips, “I really don’t want that to happen… I don’t want to be apart from mom and dad”
“I don’t want to be apart from you”
Kazuya was startled when his brother suddenly cupped his face and stared into his eyes. “It won’t happen. I won’t let that happen” Jin reassured his brother as their eyes locked with each other. “I promise”.
Kazuya’s heart felt like it wanted to jump out of his chest at hearing those words. He felt so happy… his heart wouldn’t stop pounding In his chest… the way his brother said it felt so sincere and he thought he could fall in love with his brother more.
Why does Jin keep on saying those? So Why does it feel like Jin was giving so much hope when clearly there was none?
Just how does his brother see him? Just as a brother or more than that?
The younger boy snapped out of his thoughts when a pair of soft lips landed on his in a very gentle way. He felt his brother’s hands moved up to his shoulders and started to push him to the warm soft body. As Jin pulled him into his embrace, Kazuya closed his eyes slowly and let himself down into the soft kisses Jin was giving him.
Jin pushed Kazuya to lie down on the bed as their lips locked with each other’s the kiss started to deepen. Jin licked the younger boy’s lips asking for permission to enter the hot cavern. When Kazuya still hasn’t parted his lips Jin then snuck a hand inside boy’s shirt and started to fondle the small nipple and Kazuya moaned into their kiss. Jin took the chance to insert his tongue inside the hot cavern and started to lick all the way in, tasting Kazuya and getting addicted to it.
Jin broke the kiss as Kazuya whimpered his protest. The older one took Kazuya’s shirt and pulled it off the younger boy, leaving his chest bare. Jin bowed his head and suckled one small nipple.
Kazuya moved his head to the side, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the treatment his brother was giving him as Jin kept on sucking his nipple while twirling the other with his thumb. His mind became blank and he couldn’t think of anything at all. The only thing that was coming to his mind was the pleasurable sensation Jin was giving him.
Jin reluctantly detached himself from Kazuya to take off his shirt and then snatched the lube on the pocket of his pants before removing the pants along with his boxers; Jin did the same for Kazuya.
Jin didn’t waste any more time as he leaned down to attack the boy’s nipple again, sucking on it hungrily and eliciting another moan from his younger brother. His lips crept boy’s neck and was about to capture the boy’s pouty lips in his own when a hand was pressed onto his chest, stopping him from proceeding.
Jin stared at his brother who looked away for a while. “What’s wrong?” Jin asked as he brushed away the locks that covered Kazuya eyes. Did Kazuya… want him to stop? Did the younger boy actually hate doing this?
“Do you… want to stop?” Jin dared to ask, fearing what the younger one would say. He knew it would be hard to stop now but if Kazuya asked he would. He didn’t want to pressure his brother into doing it with him.
He almost sighed out loud in relief when he saw his brother shaking his head with a slight blush on his cheeks. “Then… what is it?”
“…The door…”
“Huh?” Jin arched an eyebrow, “The door?? What about it??” he asked in confusion.
“…You haven’t locked it yet”
“Oh” Jin gave a blank stare before chuckling slightly, Jin moved and walked over to the door then locked it making sure Kazuya saw him do it; Jin then walked back to the bed and settled himself on top of Kazuya. Thank goodness his brother reminded him of that, if their parents suddenly barged in when they were making love Jin didn’t know what would to happen to them.
Jin continued to ravish his brother’s neck, biting on it lightly before licking it and then sucking on that same spot. A loud moan echoed all over the room as Jin pumped Kazuya’s member, making it harden considerably.
He looked down at Kazuya and saw that his brother was staring at him with half lidded eyes and flushed cheeks, panting slightly. Kazuya look endearingly beautiful in Jin eyes… everything about him is beautiful. Jin loved everything about Kazuya… the younger one’s beautiful face was something he would never get tired of. He loves how Kazuya’s moans rose up in pitch as Jin continued his ministrations. He also loves Kazuya’s slim and lithe body, the way they arched and curved when he touched it. The way it was arching right now.
He loved Kazuya… Jin realized. He loves him so much it overwhelmed Jin to the point of never wanting to let go of Kazuya.
“Ah!” a loud moan escaped from the boy’s lips when he felt two fingers enter him. It hurt but at the same time it felt so fucking good when his brother started moving the fingers in and out, stretching him. Kazuya arched his back and begged for more. It wasn’t enough…he need more.
Soon the fingers were replaced by another bigger thing. It was the one he was begging for, Kazuya hissed in pain as he felt himself being stretched so wide, past his limit, as his hands curled into fists on Jin’s back he waited for the pain to subside and knew that the pain will only be temporary.
“Ssh… it’s okay” he opened his eyes when he felt a soft pair of lips kissing his. Why was Jin staring at him with so much concern? He was afraid to ask what his brother felt for him but the way Jin was looking at him right now, it showed something more.
Kazuya thought why of all people in the world, the one that he gave up his heart and soul to was Jin? The brother who shared the same blood as him.
He had believed that one day he would fall in love with another person. Someone who will love him with all of his/her heart without taking advantage of him. But Kazuya couldn’t see it; he couldn’t see himself falling for someone else.
He couldn’t see himself falling for another person not his brother. He loves Jin so much.
He thought that as the days passed Jin would get tired of him and he would be able to move on. But how Jin touched him, they way the older one caressed his face and body; all of them were filled with love. Kazuya couldn’t help it anymore, when Jin looks into his eyes with concern and something else he felt himself falling more and more.
And he had fallen in love so much he couldn’t let go.
“A-ahn… Nii-chan…” he snapped out of his thoughts when Jin hit a spot inside him. It was the one that always managed to make him shiver in pleasure.
Hearing the younger boy moaning louder, Jin knew that he had found the younger one’s spot. So he kept on pounding into the exact same spot and captured Kazuya’s lips and started sucking on the younger one’s tongue. Kazuya’s taste was making him so addicted Jin knew he could not live without this.
The younger boy winded his arms around his brother’s neck, seeking for support while pulling the older one closer to him, silently begging him not to let go.
They broke the kiss when air was needed and it caused Kazuya to moan so loud that he had feared their parents might have heard him. Jin then slammed into him harder and faster, hitting the same heavenly spot again and again. Kazuya quickly bit his lips, trying to prevent another moan from escaping. As Jin slammed much harder, Kazuya whimpered from pleasure, still aware that their parents were still awake.
“Don’t hold back…” Jin said when he realized what his brother was doing.
“N-no… ah… hah-ah…” Kazuya tried to say in between whimpers and moans, “If… they-ah…ah… ca-catch us… we’re… dead”
“But I want to hear you moan…” the older boy raised a hand to cup the boy’s cheek. “I want to hear your voice… I want to hear you moaning my name”
Kazuya’s heart almost stopped beating when his brother’s words had registered into his mind. Why was Jin saying those things again? It was as if they were a couple and what they were doing was making love instead of having sex.
His heart felt like it wanted to leap out of his chest as it kept hammering inside. He couldn’t control the feeling of happiness that overflowed inside of him and it’s really bad.
If Jin kept on doing this, it’ll only make him fall so deep in love he wouldn’t know how to escape from it anymore.
Kazuya eyes widened when a wave of pleasure ran through his body as the older boy started ramming inside him faster and harder like crazy, earning a cracking sound on the bed mixing together with the sound of flesh hitting another flesh. “Hah! A-ah!” he shut his eyes tightly as the only thing that came out of his lips were lusty moans and it grew even louder when he felt a hand pumping his member in the same tune as their thrusts.
Jin’s heart was pounding like crazy as excitement and lust filled him when Kazuya’s wall kept clenching tightly on his member. The older one watched and heard his brother moaning and begging again and again, making Jin so crazy he wanted to ram much harder and faster to elicit a scream out of those pouty red lips.
But he knew that he had to control himself. Their parents were right there in the house and he’s positive that they weren’t asleep yet.
Kazuya tightened his hold on Jin’s neck, holding onto it so tight as if his life depended on it when he thought he couldn’t hold it any longer. “Ni-Nii-chan…ha-ah”
Realizing that his brother was about to come, Jin crashed his lips onto Kazuya’s and swallowed the younger one’s moans. Kazuya arched is back high as a he came his moans were muffled by Jin’s lips. Soon after a few more hard thrusts, the older boy also came then tiredly slumping on top of Kazuya, both brothers tried to regain their breaths after a moment of heated sex.
No. Deep down inside their hearts… they didn’t think of it as sex. Both believed what they were doing was making love, because they weren’t having sex with someone they didn’t know. It was different when you’re making love with the person whom you love so much.
Jin tiredly rolled over to his side and lied next to his brother who still looked so tired. Jin raised a trembling hand and brushed away the bangs that covered his brother’s sweaty forehead.
Kazuya turned look at his brother when he felt a hand brushing the locks of hair that was covering his face. The younger one blushed when he saw Jin staring at him endearingly. There was something in Jin’s eyes and Kazuya couldn’t figure out what it was. Kazuya’s heart hammered in his chest as he was hoping Jin would say what he was feeling.
The sound of the clock ticking was all that could be heard inside the room. As minutes passed Kazuya noticed the Jin hadn’t made a single move to leave like what he used to once they were finished making love. Kazuya arched an eyebrow “Nii-chan?” he called out.
“Hmmm?”
“Aren’t you… going to leave?”
Jin sighed before a smiling, “Are you sure you won’t cry again if I leave?”
That made Kazuya glare at his brother. “I’m not a kid anymore, you idiot” he said, “and I wasn’t crying”.
“Yeah right” the older boy smirked.
“It’s true!”
“Oh, just go to sleep. You talk too much” Jin ruffled Kazuya’s hair, messing it up even more.
“Hey, go back to your room pig!”
Jin sighed again, shifting to his side to face Kazuya and then shuffled closer to the other. “I don’t want to leave”
“Nii-chan” Kazuya said with a warning tone, “You know how bad it’ll be if mom and dad-”
“I know, I know” the older boy interrupted. “I’ll go back to my room now~” with a heavy sigh, he reluctantly stood up from the bed. He seriously didn’t want to leave his brother; he actually wanted to sleep together so he can comfort the younger one if ever felt sad again.
After putting on his clothes, he placed a blanket on Kazuya; ruffling the younger one’s soft hair again and flashing a smile at his brother. “Oyasumi”
Kazuya nodded, smiling up at his older brother, “…Oyasuminasai”
Jin walked over to the door, putting a hand on the door knob and was about to twist it open when he heard Kazuya call out to him. “Onii-chan…”
“Hai?” Jin turned to look at his brother who was looking at him hesitantly before opening his mouth and saying.
“Onii-chan… thank you”
Those words warmed his heart and brought a huge smile to appear on Jin’s face “Good night again… and have a nice dream” he said to his brother before exiting the room then walking over to his own. He felt lighter knowing that Kazuya’s not feeling sad anymore and most of all Jin was able to help him relax.
Inside Kazuya’s room, the younger boy was smiling to himself, feeling so happy and content… all thanks to his brother.
Another reason to make him fall deeper in love with his brother.
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Both Kazuya and Jin went downstairs together, feeling so nervous because of their parent’s situation “Do you think they forgave each other?” the younger one asked.
Jin shrugged, “Well, I hope so” he said and saw his brother looking glum. “Do you think… mom is really going to leave?” Kazuya asked again with a sad look on his face.
“Hey… don’t talk like that” Jin wrapped a hand on his brother shoulder, hugging him close. “She won’t do that. She loves us too much. Believe me” he reassured Kazuya.
Kazuya smiled at his brother. “Yeah, I guess you’re right” he said, relief flowing through his body.
Jin and Kazuya walked inside the dining room and were surprised when they saw their parents sitting together around the dining room table. They weren’t fighting anymore. Relief coursed in both boys bodies as they went over to their places around the table.
“Oh, good morning you two” Jinno flashed a smile at his sons, who, looked at him strangely.
“Ah, Jin, Kazuya~ you two woke up quite early~” Kazumi also smiled across her sons, who looked back and forth between their parents.
Noticing that the situation had been fixed, Kazuya and Jin looked at each other and smiled wide.
“So… have you two made up with each other?” Jin asked.
“Yeah, we’re not fighting anymore” Jinno said with a bright smile on his face, glad this ordeal was over.
“Oh, and we’re so sorry to make both of you worry so much” Kazumi walked behind her sons, hugging the two from behind.
“It’s alright. Just… don’t do that again” Kazuya said, smiling a little at his mother who smiled back and then ruffled his hair. “Don’t worry. We’re not going to fight like that again, well, at least for now” Kazumi smiled at her younger son.
“Then, can we know the reason why you two fought?” Jin asked curious if their parents would tell them.
Both Kazumi and Jinno looked at each other before nodding. “Well, I guess you deserve to know the reason…”
Jin and Kazuya stayed silent, eagerly wanting to know what made their parents fight like that. Their mom took a small folded paper from her pocket and then laid it on the table. “This is the reason”
Jin and Kazuya raised their eyebrows when they saw an advertisement on the paper their mother showed them. “A coffee maker… brochure?” Kazuya said dumbfounded, not sure what his mother was referring to.
“Yes” Kazumi said, putting her hands on each side on her waist. “You see, your dad wanted to buy a coffee maker like this one, and I didn’t allow him to” she pointed at the brochure. “I mean, look at the price! It’s 500.000 yen! It’s expensive!”
“…Hey, it’s brand new and it was made in Switzerland. Of course it’s going to be expensive” JInno defended himself.
“But we don’t need it! It’s a waste of money” Kazumi turned to face her husband.
As both the husband and wife kept bickering about the coffee maker, Jin and Kazuya stared at their parents in disbelief, now finding out that the big fight was about a stupid coffee maker???
“I was worried about them because of a COFFEE MAKER?!” Jin thought in disbelief.
“I was crying over a damn coffee maker?!?!” Kazuya glared at both his parents who still bickering about the fucking stupid coffee maker. And because of that if Kazuya ever sees a coffee maker he might stomp on it in a pulp being reminded of their parent’s stupid fight.
Jin and Kazuya stood up simultaneously, grabbing their bags and stepped out of the kitchen. “We’re leaving” They said in unison with clipped tones.
“Eh? You’re not going to have breakfast first?” Kazumi asked, confused at her sons weird behavior.
“NOT IN THE MOOD!” Jin yelled from the front door as he slammed the door so hard the pictures on the wall rattled.
Kazumi turned to face her husband, “What with them?”
Jinno shrugged, “Who knows?”
“Ah!! Those two makes me so mad!!” Jin groaned as they made their way to the university. “I can’t believe they actually fought because of a coffee maker! UGH!”
“I am so not talking to them tonight” Kazuya crossed his arms, “They’re so childish!”
“I’m not going to talk to them either” Jin said.
Kazuya turned to look at his brother, giving the older boy a look. “With parents like them, no wonder you turned out to be like that” he muttered under his breath.
“Huh? Did you say something?” Jin asked.
“…Nothing” Kazuya said before letting out a sigh, “They’re pretty unique parents, don’t you think?”
“They sure are” Jin nodded in agreement. “But even though they’re like that, I’m happy because they’re our parents” the older boy said, Kazuya turned to look at him curiously.
“Because they’re the reason why both you and I are here” Jin giving his brother a wide smile as Kazuya looked away because his brother’s smile was making him dizzy from happiness.
Jin put an arm around Kazuya’s shoulder, surprising the other. The younger boy was about to push Jin away but stopped as the words that came out Jin’s mouth made him freeze.
“I’m happy that you’re my brother Kazuya” “I really am lucky.”
Kazuya looked down, feeling his cheeks flushing red. He never had once thought Jin would be happy that they were brothers. Now that he knew he felt ecstatic. It was like he was flying.
“Come on. Let’s go” Jin continued walking; an arm still wrapped around Kazuya’s shoulder. Usually by this time the younger one would push Jin away but since Kazuya was still tingling from what the older one said he just let it be.
If being brothers is what would make Jin stay beside him then he would accept that.
And knowing that fact Kazuya knew he had to end what he was feeling for his brother.
They were brothers; they were born from the same mother and father. They couldn’t be lovers. They just couldn’t.
And that’s reality; the cruel fate that was brought upon them.
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Jin eyes widened in surprise upon hearing what his brother was saying. He quickly sat up and moved closer to Kazuya, wrapping an arm on Kazuya’s shoulders, “Hey, don’t talk like that…”
“…I guess I’m just scared that would happen” a sad smile formed on the boy’s lips, “I really don’t want that to happen… I don’t want to be apart from mom and dad”
“I don’t want to be apart from you”
Kazuya was startled when his brother suddenly cupped his face and stared into his eyes. “It won’t happen. I won’t let that happen” Jin reassured his brother as their eyes locked with each other. “I promise”.
Kazuya’s heart felt like it wanted to jump out of his chest at hearing those words. He felt so happy… his heart wouldn’t stop pounding In his chest… the way his brother said it felt so sincere and he thought he could fall in love with his brother more.
Why does Jin keep on saying those? So Why does it feel like Jin was giving so much hope when clearly there was none?
Just how does his brother see him? Just as a brother or more than that?
The younger boy snapped out of his thoughts when a pair of soft lips landed on his in a very gentle way. He felt his brother’s hands moved up to his shoulders and started to push him to the warm soft body. As Jin pulled him into his embrace, Kazuya closed his eyes slowly and let himself down into the soft kisses Jin was giving him.
Jin pushed Kazuya to lie down on the bed as their lips locked with each other’s the kiss started to deepen. Jin licked the younger boy’s lips asking for permission to enter the hot cavern. When Kazuya still hasn’t parted his lips Jin then snuck a hand inside boy’s shirt and started to fondle the small nipple and Kazuya moaned into their kiss. Jin took the chance to insert his tongue inside the hot cavern and started to lick all the way in, tasting Kazuya and getting addicted to it.
Jin broke the kiss as Kazuya whimpered his protest. The older one took Kazuya’s shirt and pulled it off the younger boy, leaving his chest bare. Jin bowed his head and suckled one small nipple.
Kazuya moved his head to the side, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the treatment his brother was giving him as Jin kept on sucking his nipple while twirling the other with his thumb. His mind became blank and he couldn’t think of anything at all. The only thing that was coming to his mind was the pleasurable sensation Jin was giving him.
Jin reluctantly detached himself from Kazuya to take off his shirt and then snatched the lube on the pocket of his pants before removing the pants along with his boxers; Jin did the same for Kazuya.
Jin didn’t waste any more time as he leaned down to attack the boy’s nipple again, sucking on it hungrily and eliciting another moan from his younger brother. His lips crept boy’s neck and was about to capture the boy’s pouty lips in his own when a hand was pressed onto his chest, stopping him from proceeding.
Jin stared at his brother who looked away for a while. “What’s wrong?” Jin asked as he brushed away the locks that covered Kazuya eyes. Did Kazuya… want him to stop? Did the younger boy actually hate doing this?
“Do you… want to stop?” Jin dared to ask, fearing what the younger one would say. He knew it would be hard to stop now but if Kazuya asked he would. He didn’t want to pressure his brother into doing it with him.
He almost sighed out loud in relief when he saw his brother shaking his head with a slight blush on his cheeks. “Then… what is it?”
“…The door…”
“Huh?” Jin arched an eyebrow, “The door?? What about it??” he asked in confusion.
“…You haven’t locked it yet”
“Oh” Jin gave a blank stare before chuckling slightly, Jin moved and walked over to the door then locked it making sure Kazuya saw him do it; Jin then walked back to the bed and settled himself on top of Kazuya. Thank goodness his brother reminded him of that, if their parents suddenly barged in when they were making love Jin didn’t know what would to happen to them.
Jin continued to ravish his brother’s neck, biting on it lightly before licking it and then sucking on that same spot. A loud moan echoed all over the room as Jin pumped Kazuya’s member, making it harden considerably.
He looked down at Kazuya and saw that his brother was staring at him with half lidded eyes and flushed cheeks, panting slightly. Kazuya look endearingly beautiful in Jin eyes… everything about him is beautiful. Jin loved everything about Kazuya… the younger one’s beautiful face was something he would never get tired of. He loves how Kazuya’s moans rose up in pitch as Jin continued his ministrations. He also loves Kazuya’s slim and lithe body, the way they arched and curved when he touched it. The way it was arching right now.
He loved Kazuya… Jin realized. He loves him so much it overwhelmed Jin to the point of never wanting to let go of Kazuya.
“Ah!” a loud moan escaped from the boy’s lips when he felt two fingers enter him. It hurt but at the same time it felt so fucking good when his brother started moving the fingers in and out, stretching him. Kazuya arched his back and begged for more. It wasn’t enough…he need more.
Soon the fingers were replaced by another bigger thing. It was the one he was begging for, Kazuya hissed in pain as he felt himself being stretched so wide, past his limit, as his hands curled into fists on Jin’s back he waited for the pain to subside and knew that the pain will only be temporary.
“Ssh… it’s okay” he opened his eyes when he felt a soft pair of lips kissing his. Why was Jin staring at him with so much concern? He was afraid to ask what his brother felt for him but the way Jin was looking at him right now, it showed something more.
Kazuya thought why of all people in the world, the one that he gave up his heart and soul to was Jin? The brother who shared the same blood as him.
He had believed that one day he would fall in love with another person. Someone who will love him with all of his/her heart without taking advantage of him. But Kazuya couldn’t see it; he couldn’t see himself falling for someone else.
He couldn’t see himself falling for another person not his brother. He loves Jin so much.
He thought that as the days passed Jin would get tired of him and he would be able to move on. But how Jin touched him, they way the older one caressed his face and body; all of them were filled with love. Kazuya couldn’t help it anymore, when Jin looks into his eyes with concern and something else he felt himself falling more and more.
And he had fallen in love so much he couldn’t let go.
“A-ahn… Nii-chan…” he snapped out of his thoughts when Jin hit a spot inside him. It was the one that always managed to make him shiver in pleasure.
Hearing the younger boy moaning louder, Jin knew that he had found the younger one’s spot. So he kept on pounding into the exact same spot and captured Kazuya’s lips and started sucking on the younger one’s tongue. Kazuya’s taste was making him so addicted Jin knew he could not live without this.
The younger boy winded his arms around his brother’s neck, seeking for support while pulling the older one closer to him, silently begging him not to let go.
They broke the kiss when air was needed and it caused Kazuya to moan so loud that he had feared their parents might have heard him. Jin then slammed into him harder and faster, hitting the same heavenly spot again and again. Kazuya quickly bit his lips, trying to prevent another moan from escaping. As Jin slammed much harder, Kazuya whimpered from pleasure, still aware that their parents were still awake.
“Don’t hold back…” Jin said when he realized what his brother was doing.
“N-no… ah… hah-ah…” Kazuya tried to say in between whimpers and moans, “If… they-ah…ah… ca-catch us… we’re… dead”
“But I want to hear you moan…” the older boy raised a hand to cup the boy’s cheek. “I want to hear your voice… I want to hear you moaning my name”
Kazuya’s heart almost stopped beating when his brother’s words had registered into his mind. Why was Jin saying those things again? It was as if they were a couple and what they were doing was making love instead of having sex.
His heart felt like it wanted to leap out of his chest as it kept hammering inside. He couldn’t control the feeling of happiness that overflowed inside of him and it’s really bad.
If Jin kept on doing this, it’ll only make him fall so deep in love he wouldn’t know how to escape from it anymore.
Kazuya eyes widened when a wave of pleasure ran through his body as the older boy started ramming inside him faster and harder like crazy, earning a cracking sound on the bed mixing together with the sound of flesh hitting another flesh. “Hah! A-ah!” he shut his eyes tightly as the only thing that came out of his lips were lusty moans and it grew even louder when he felt a hand pumping his member in the same tune as their thrusts.
Jin’s heart was pounding like crazy as excitement and lust filled him when Kazuya’s wall kept clenching tightly on his member. The older one watched and heard his brother moaning and begging again and again, making Jin so crazy he wanted to ram much harder and faster to elicit a scream out of those pouty red lips.
But he knew that he had to control himself. Their parents were right there in the house and he’s positive that they weren’t asleep yet.
Kazuya tightened his hold on Jin’s neck, holding onto it so tight as if his life depended on it when he thought he couldn’t hold it any longer. “Ni-Nii-chan…ha-ah”
Realizing that his brother was about to come, Jin crashed his lips onto Kazuya’s and swallowed the younger one’s moans. Kazuya arched is back high as a he came his moans were muffled by Jin’s lips. Soon after a few more hard thrusts, the older boy also came then tiredly slumping on top of Kazuya, both brothers tried to regain their breaths after a moment of heated sex.
No. Deep down inside their hearts… they didn’t think of it as sex. Both believed what they were doing was making love, because they weren’t having sex with someone they didn’t know. It was different when you’re making love with the person whom you love so much.
Jin tiredly rolled over to his side and lied next to his brother who still looked so tired. Jin raised a trembling hand and brushed away the bangs that covered his brother’s sweaty forehead.
Kazuya turned look at his brother when he felt a hand brushing the locks of hair that was covering his face. The younger one blushed when he saw Jin staring at him endearingly. There was something in Jin’s eyes and Kazuya couldn’t figure out what it was. Kazuya’s heart hammered in his chest as he was hoping Jin would say what he was feeling.
The sound of the clock ticking was all that could be heard inside the room. As minutes passed Kazuya noticed the Jin hadn’t made a single move to leave like what he used to once they were finished making love. Kazuya arched an eyebrow “Nii-chan?” he called out.
“Hmmm?”
“Aren’t you… going to leave?”
Jin sighed before a smiling, “Are you sure you won’t cry again if I leave?”
That made Kazuya glare at his brother. “I’m not a kid anymore, you idiot” he said, “and I wasn’t crying”.
“Yeah right” the older boy smirked.
“It’s true!”
“Oh, just go to sleep. You talk too much” Jin ruffled Kazuya’s hair, messing it up even more.
“Hey, go back to your room pig!”
Jin sighed again, shifting to his side to face Kazuya and then shuffled closer to the other. “I don’t want to leave”
“Nii-chan” Kazuya said with a warning tone, “You know how bad it’ll be if mom and dad-”
“I know, I know” the older boy interrupted. “I’ll go back to my room now~” with a heavy sigh, he reluctantly stood up from the bed. He seriously didn’t want to leave his brother; he actually wanted to sleep together so he can comfort the younger one if ever felt sad again.
After putting on his clothes, he placed a blanket on Kazuya; ruffling the younger one’s soft hair again and flashing a smile at his brother. “Oyasumi”
Kazuya nodded, smiling up at his older brother, “…Oyasuminasai”
Jin walked over to the door, putting a hand on the door knob and was about to twist it open when he heard Kazuya call out to him. “Onii-chan…”
“Hai?” Jin turned to look at his brother who was looking at him hesitantly before opening his mouth and saying.
“Onii-chan… thank you”
Those words warmed his heart and brought a huge smile to appear on Jin’s face “Good night again… and have a nice dream” he said to his brother before exiting the room then walking over to his own. He felt lighter knowing that Kazuya’s not feeling sad anymore and most of all Jin was able to help him relax.
Inside Kazuya’s room, the younger boy was smiling to himself, feeling so happy and content… all thanks to his brother.
Another reason to make him fall deeper in love with his brother.
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Both Kazuya and Jin went downstairs together, feeling so nervous because of their parent’s situation “Do you think they forgave each other?” the younger one asked.
Jin shrugged, “Well, I hope so” he said and saw his brother looking glum. “Do you think… mom is really going to leave?” Kazuya asked again with a sad look on his face.
“Hey… don’t talk like that” Jin wrapped a hand on his brother shoulder, hugging him close. “She won’t do that. She loves us too much. Believe me” he reassured Kazuya.
Kazuya smiled at his brother. “Yeah, I guess you’re right” he said, relief flowing through his body.
Jin and Kazuya walked inside the dining room and were surprised when they saw their parents sitting together around the dining room table. They weren’t fighting anymore. Relief coursed in both boys bodies as they went over to their places around the table.
“Oh, good morning you two” Jinno flashed a smile at his sons, who, looked at him strangely.
“Ah, Jin, Kazuya~ you two woke up quite early~” Kazumi also smiled across her sons, who looked back and forth between their parents.
Noticing that the situation had been fixed, Kazuya and Jin looked at each other and smiled wide.
“So… have you two made up with each other?” Jin asked.
“Yeah, we’re not fighting anymore” Jinno said with a bright smile on his face, glad this ordeal was over.
“Oh, and we’re so sorry to make both of you worry so much” Kazumi walked behind her sons, hugging the two from behind.
“It’s alright. Just… don’t do that again” Kazuya said, smiling a little at his mother who smiled back and then ruffled his hair. “Don’t worry. We’re not going to fight like that again, well, at least for now” Kazumi smiled at her younger son.
“Then, can we know the reason why you two fought?” Jin asked curious if their parents would tell them.
Both Kazumi and Jinno looked at each other before nodding. “Well, I guess you deserve to know the reason…”
Jin and Kazuya stayed silent, eagerly wanting to know what made their parents fight like that. Their mom took a small folded paper from her pocket and then laid it on the table. “This is the reason”
Jin and Kazuya raised their eyebrows when they saw an advertisement on the paper their mother showed them. “A coffee maker… brochure?” Kazuya said dumbfounded, not sure what his mother was referring to.
“Yes” Kazumi said, putting her hands on each side on her waist. “You see, your dad wanted to buy a coffee maker like this one, and I didn’t allow him to” she pointed at the brochure. “I mean, look at the price! It’s 500.000 yen! It’s expensive!”
“…Hey, it’s brand new and it was made in Switzerland. Of course it’s going to be expensive” JInno defended himself.
“But we don’t need it! It’s a waste of money” Kazumi turned to face her husband.
As both the husband and wife kept bickering about the coffee maker, Jin and Kazuya stared at their parents in disbelief, now finding out that the big fight was about a stupid coffee maker???
“I was worried about them because of a COFFEE MAKER?!” Jin thought in disbelief.
“I was crying over a damn coffee maker?!?!” Kazuya glared at both his parents who still bickering about the fucking stupid coffee maker. And because of that if Kazuya ever sees a coffee maker he might stomp on it in a pulp being reminded of their parent’s stupid fight.
Jin and Kazuya stood up simultaneously, grabbing their bags and stepped out of the kitchen. “We’re leaving” They said in unison with clipped tones.
“Eh? You’re not going to have breakfast first?” Kazumi asked, confused at her sons weird behavior.
“NOT IN THE MOOD!” Jin yelled from the front door as he slammed the door so hard the pictures on the wall rattled.
Kazumi turned to face her husband, “What with them?”
Jinno shrugged, “Who knows?”
“Ah!! Those two makes me so mad!!” Jin groaned as they made their way to the university. “I can’t believe they actually fought because of a coffee maker! UGH!”
“I am so not talking to them tonight” Kazuya crossed his arms, “They’re so childish!”
“I’m not going to talk to them either” Jin said.
Kazuya turned to look at his brother, giving the older boy a look. “With parents like them, no wonder you turned out to be like that” he muttered under his breath.
“Huh? Did you say something?” Jin asked.
“…Nothing” Kazuya said before letting out a sigh, “They’re pretty unique parents, don’t you think?”
“They sure are” Jin nodded in agreement. “But even though they’re like that, I’m happy because they’re our parents” the older boy said, Kazuya turned to look at him curiously.
“Because they’re the reason why both you and I are here” Jin giving his brother a wide smile as Kazuya looked away because his brother’s smile was making him dizzy from happiness.
Jin put an arm around Kazuya’s shoulder, surprising the other. The younger boy was about to push Jin away but stopped as the words that came out Jin’s mouth made him freeze.
“I’m happy that you’re my brother Kazuya” “I really am lucky.”
Kazuya looked down, feeling his cheeks flushing red. He never had once thought Jin would be happy that they were brothers. Now that he knew he felt ecstatic. It was like he was flying.
“Come on. Let’s go” Jin continued walking; an arm still wrapped around Kazuya’s shoulder. Usually by this time the younger one would push Jin away but since Kazuya was still tingling from what the older one said he just let it be.
If being brothers is what would make Jin stay beside him then he would accept that.
And knowing that fact Kazuya knew he had to end what he was feeling for his brother.
They were brothers; they were born from the same mother and father. They couldn’t be lovers. They just couldn’t.
And that’s reality; the cruel fate that was brought upon them.
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