Reflection 42

[hime_no_karasu]

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All week...this entire week I've researched in the library like never before...and I never thought my reason would be this...

I don't know who to be angry with...Mytho's parents...how could they have-? If they really...shunned Mytho for having Kyro inside of him...how dare they act as loving parents and then do something like

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Private to Rue

[western_hime]

Rue.. this whole thing is still a bit complicated to me, but I'm trying to be understanding for Mytho's sake. He really is a good friend of mine and I'm worried about his well being. I feel a bit.. left out that he didn't tell me about it, but I can tell half the students here didn't know either. I don't understand why Kyro would go out of his way to show off either..

Private to Yuujiro

[hime_no_karasu]

I'm not surprised it is for you. The whole thing wasn't put out very well at all...though, it coming from Kyro's perspective, I guess that is to be expected.
Don't feel left out. Very few people knew about Kyro...Fakir, Ahiru and Autor are the only people other than myself I know knew about Kyro before, and I'm quite sure there can't be too many more than that. *snorts* Showing off is very like Kyro to do in such a situation, unfortunately.

Private to Rue

[western_hime]

Considering they are Mytho's closest friends, I can understand that. I was hoping it wasn't a trust issue. If Mytho is still there, then I'm going to try and stick close to Kyro, to make sure nothing happens to Mytho's body.. or reputation. I'll just have to bear with him..

So how long has Mytho been like this? ..Since the beginning? Did he just never bring attention to it, because it wasn't important or he felt things would be better if people didn't know he existed..

Rue, I'm worried about him. Is he really going to be okay?

Private to Yuujiro

[hime_no_karasu]

It wasn't trust. All of us found out by accident, even Fakir. Mytho...is very ashamed of Kyro...he didn't tell us any of this until we'd met Kyro. Well, I certainly will be keeping a very close eye on him...I care about Kyro too, and I don't want him getting himself or Mytho into trouble.

From what I understand, since he started at Hogwarts. His parents...well, they expect a lot from Mytho, and Mytho wants so badly to please them...Mytho was trying so hard to be perfect that...his more negative emotions created and then were expressed by Kyro.

I...I don't know... ...Yes. I will make sure of that.

((Strikes are thoughts.))

Private to Rue

[western_hime]

I.. see. I just realized not too long ago that it was actually Kyro playing Romeo and not Mytho. I feel.. embarrassed for not being able to tell the difference between them. I thought he was really confident in his role because of all the practice he had.

I briefly met his parents over break, but Mytho made sure we spent as much time out of his house as possible and I'm starting to understand why. He always becomes tense and nervous around them. .. I guess I can understand where Mytho was coming from. I've had break downs before. Maybe it was the best way at the time to deal with all the emotional stress...

I'll help you in any way I can.

Private to Yuujiro

[hime_no_karasu]

Wait, what? That was...? ...Hmm. That would explain a lot. I didn't see him at all backstage, but...he was awfully confident...like Kyro would be in such a situation. Here I was thinking he'd gotten over his stage fright...I'm so stupid.

Yes, he was similarly awkward around them when I was with him last summer. And during Christmas, they really kept Mytho busy...they were proud of him then, for becoming a prefect. *huffs* I wonder if Franz was one too...

Thank you, Yuujiro. I appreciate it.

((The normal strike is hackable, but the small strikes are thoughts.))

Private to Rue

[western_hime]

So.. you didn't know it was Kyro either? Well, I guess I'm not alone.. and that makes me feel a little bit better, I guess.. I tried to find him after the play was over, but it's like he disappeared.. I just thought he retired early to sleep.

So you've visited his house more than once? That would make sense, since you're known him longer than me. If he's always acted that way around then, it makes things even more clear..

You're most welcome, Rue. The sooner things are figured out, the better.

Private to Yuujiro

[hime_no_karasu]

Considering Mytho was supposed to be acting, I think it just looked to a lot of people like he was pretending to be a different person as he was supposed to.

Well, at Christmas, Mytho wrote to me a lot...or, at least, the most he could around everything his parents and he were doing, they kept him rather busy.