man in love {school 2013}
title: man in love
author: himawarixxsandz
rating: pg-13
pairing(s): heungsoo/namsoon
a/n: i make my canon au's consistent so this is in the same verse as so many ways to be with you and references that one night from ep 15 in there directly from heungsoo's POV. for amy bc everything heungsoon is always for amy and for silvia bC IF IT WEREN'T FOR ( Read more... )
author: himawarixxsandz
rating: pg-13
pairing(s): heungsoo/namsoon
a/n: i make my canon au's consistent so this is in the same verse as so many ways to be with you and references that one night from ep 15 in there directly from heungsoo's POV. for amy bc everything heungsoon is always for amy and for silvia bC IF IT WEREN'T FOR ( Read more... )
I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY WORDS LEFT FOR YOU ANYMORE
I REALLY DON'T, THIS JUST GETS MORE AND MORE AND MORE PERFECT EACH UPDATE
You know that I agree with you about the Heungsoo being just as in love as, if not more than, Namsoon.. Just he has the I-really-don't-want-to-be-I-hate-that-bastard-not-gonna-let-it-happen issue hell of a lot more than Namsoon. Ugh, the way you write Heungsoo makes my heart break because he's clearly just a man in love with someone he wishes he really loathed /sighs/
Okay time for me to quote everything whilst I'm on my knees worshipping you... (Okay that sounds a little..uhh yeah.)
FIRST OFF YES THE SONG FITS SO WELL AND THE CONNECTION WITH THE FIRST SCENE WHERE HE'S LISTENING TO HIS MOTHER AND THEN THE LYRICS.. AND JUST FOREVER SIGHING OVER HEUNGSOON
Heungsoo is so unknowingly protective of Namsoon even so young... and everyone knows and sees it, but the way he just at first doesn't understand it... But then he just point blank refuses to accept it.
THE SCARF TTTT.TTTT
He’s sixteen and his world is in ruins. His mother is gone, his sister is furious with him, he could go to jail at the next misstep, his teachers have given up on him, he’s given up on himself, and there’s an aching hole amongst it all that he doesn’t know how to fill. Something’s been ripped from him, tilting everything out of balance and he knows he can’t ever get it back-he doesn’t need it back, doesn’t want him back, hates him, despises him, wants him dead and if he ever finds him again he’ll kill him.
This is the Heungsoo that hurts the most... This is where my heart began to clench in that oh so familiar heungsoon way again
And my god, his sister makes such a good point. /applauds her/ She's so right (apart from the all he brought you was trouble maybe)
Anything and everything worth listening to is Namsoon to him and he hates that so much ):
And the point where I was gone...just so gone..
He can’t keep trying to save a man he wants to kill.
Yup, you got me with just one line (...once again, like you always do) and this was the first line that made me wanna jump in front of a bus T.T I just sat there screaming HE CANT KEEP TRYING TO SAVE A MAN HE WANTS TO KILL over and over until I proceeded with the breaking of my heart.
Heungsoo will always magnetize to Namsoon, will always magnetize to protecting Namsoon.
and the fact that he knows this himself and how much he despises it just ... ):
Okay....continuing in another comment since I'm wAY over the limit apparently..
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