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Honestly though, I don't even want to finish WFLT or Cabi anymore. My muse burned out.
[Edit] okay, so I came back and decided to explain some more. idk.
Basically, I'm not saying I'm definitely never ever going to touch WFLT and Cabi again. I might, and I might not. But there's a clear difference between fic that I have on the front burner and fic that's gone kind of cold. Right now, Block B, BAP, and EXO are all on the front burner of things, although Block B is kind of like MBLAQ in that they're a group that I write for spontaneously whenever I feel like it. With MBLAQ and Block B, because they're two groups that I can't ever see myself not being a passionate fan of, even though I don't always have ongoing, front-burner projects for them, you can be sure that once every while, I'll write something with them.
BEAST, BAP, and EXO though are groups that I love, but it's a different kind of love than I have for MBLAQ and Block B. BAP, I can see though, becoming to me what MBLAQ and Block B are, but I don't think I can see myself loving BEAST and EXO in that regard ever. They just aren't that kind of style for me no matter how much I love them. And the fact of the matter is that I've expended all my mind can come up with for BEAST and I just don't have the will to write them anymore.
When school started to wind down, I already got a premonition that things would end up like this, but I convinced myself that I would be able to finish WFLT and Cabi if I set myself to it and got the right amount of determination up, but then I realized that that's stupid and that's what I promised myself I never wanted to do. I never, ever - since I started writing fanfic - want this to become some sort of chore. You can hate me and call me lazy and unable to stick to anything, call me what you want, but the fact of the matter is that I want to have fun writing. If I'm not having fun, I'm not going to write it. This isn't school and this isn't a job. I'm not getting paid for anything and I don't want to be paid for anything. If plotlines and stories are passing fancies, fleeting fantasies that sometimes draw back at any moment, then so be it.
I'll always consider Taxi the best, and greatest example and the series closest to me because I think that's how writing should be. It should come spontaneously and assault you in every way possible until you get it out of your system and onto paper. That's the reason I was able to complete Taxi, Lightless, and I Knew It. Plus, I've always been horrible at chaptered fics, and this isn't the first time I'm unable to finish a straight-up multi-chaptered story. As for the Block B side of it, I'm thinking of writing a series of oneshots to complete up the UBomb storyline and maybe the TaePyo storyline, but I make no promises and that's just a very loose statement so don't bank on it.
I've made so many friends, some of the friends I consider the closest online, with WFLT and BEAST fics in general, and I'm sad to see that chapter of my writing come to a vague close. I understand if you want to go on and leave if you familiarized yourself with me and everything I come with because of WLFT, and maybe even the BEAST fandom in general. Because yes, it's true, I'm not a very hardcore B2UTY and BEAST is far from my main fandom. So if that's the case, I'd like to just thank you for reading my stories up until now and hope it was a good ride.
If you decide to stay, then. Well. lol idk let's have cheese together? I have almonds too.
[Edit] okay, so I came back and decided to explain some more. idk.
Basically, I'm not saying I'm definitely never ever going to touch WFLT and Cabi again. I might, and I might not. But there's a clear difference between fic that I have on the front burner and fic that's gone kind of cold. Right now, Block B, BAP, and EXO are all on the front burner of things, although Block B is kind of like MBLAQ in that they're a group that I write for spontaneously whenever I feel like it. With MBLAQ and Block B, because they're two groups that I can't ever see myself not being a passionate fan of, even though I don't always have ongoing, front-burner projects for them, you can be sure that once every while, I'll write something with them.
BEAST, BAP, and EXO though are groups that I love, but it's a different kind of love than I have for MBLAQ and Block B. BAP, I can see though, becoming to me what MBLAQ and Block B are, but I don't think I can see myself loving BEAST and EXO in that regard ever. They just aren't that kind of style for me no matter how much I love them. And the fact of the matter is that I've expended all my mind can come up with for BEAST and I just don't have the will to write them anymore.
When school started to wind down, I already got a premonition that things would end up like this, but I convinced myself that I would be able to finish WFLT and Cabi if I set myself to it and got the right amount of determination up, but then I realized that that's stupid and that's what I promised myself I never wanted to do. I never, ever - since I started writing fanfic - want this to become some sort of chore. You can hate me and call me lazy and unable to stick to anything, call me what you want, but the fact of the matter is that I want to have fun writing. If I'm not having fun, I'm not going to write it. This isn't school and this isn't a job. I'm not getting paid for anything and I don't want to be paid for anything. If plotlines and stories are passing fancies, fleeting fantasies that sometimes draw back at any moment, then so be it.
I'll always consider Taxi the best, and greatest example and the series closest to me because I think that's how writing should be. It should come spontaneously and assault you in every way possible until you get it out of your system and onto paper. That's the reason I was able to complete Taxi, Lightless, and I Knew It. Plus, I've always been horrible at chaptered fics, and this isn't the first time I'm unable to finish a straight-up multi-chaptered story. As for the Block B side of it, I'm thinking of writing a series of oneshots to complete up the UBomb storyline and maybe the TaePyo storyline, but I make no promises and that's just a very loose statement so don't bank on it.
I've made so many friends, some of the friends I consider the closest online, with WFLT and BEAST fics in general, and I'm sad to see that chapter of my writing come to a vague close. I understand if you want to go on and leave if you familiarized yourself with me and everything I come with because of WLFT, and maybe even the BEAST fandom in general. Because yes, it's true, I'm not a very hardcore B2UTY and BEAST is far from my main fandom. So if that's the case, I'd like to just thank you for reading my stories up until now and hope it was a good ride.
If you decide to stay, then. Well. lol idk let's have cheese together? I have almonds too.