Slightly pissed off.........
I am not in such a great mood today... so many things have been going wrong for me and you know what, I'm sick of it.
So, I have already informed everyone about the no camping trip thing. Grrr..... my parents are rediculous. "Well, I know we said yes, but we really feel that it is too soon for you to be going on an all night trip with Brian and you haven't even been dating for a very long time... " But-- then why did you say yes?????
Let's talk about how I get a letter in the mail from Dora Travis (Josh's Grandmother) talking about how they all want me to come to the last church service in Hickory this Sunday.
Um no.
Then, she goes on to say that the church hasn't been the same since "the feud" between me and Josh. Then, she talks about how ever since I left the church that I started a chain reaction that has effected everyone else's attendance and pretty much blamed me for the fact that no one wants to come to church anymore.
Come on, you mean to tell me that since I've stopped going to their church, that EVERYBODY has just decided to not go because I don't go there anymore? I find that extremely hard to believe.
So, are they closing the church because of me. That's the way she made it seem. I'm sorry, but that is not a very good reason to close a church. I honestly think she is lying. Their whole family lies -- even her own son (Josh's father), the PREACHER! That's probably the REAL reason no one wants to go anymore.
This is why I hate religion.
I love God. He's awesome and has done so many things for me. He has lifted me up when I thought I couldn't go on. I love Him.
But, the whole church thing really gets to me. Too much drama. Then, all of the women get together and chitter chatter like chickens about everyone's problems. Everyone pretends like they care but really, they just want to know your business and be included in the little church circle of betrayal.
Then, to add to my annoying day...
I get acceptance letter # 2 from UNCP, asking me to register for classes.
Deja vu anyone?
I've already been force-fed a few servings of that myself.
I'll have the worst day of my life with a side order of GUILT please!!!
-- Bruce Almighty
I had to add that in there (even though it's not the worst day of my life).
I'm just annoyed -- mostly at my parents still.
Leave one for the complainer.