The worst parts of regret....
Damn.I really don't know anymore.I came close to losing a friend today, because of a stupid joke taken way to far.I should have noticed the warning signs but the words escaped my ears, and now I'm sick to the stomach with regret. Luckily for me though it was a true friend, and theyr'e willing to give out second chances, second chances that i dont even deserve.
They really helped me learn that life isn't a game 24/7.I never know that my best intentions could be so ....so...cruel.I never know when to stop a joke and I guess thats what I get for putting myself in that situation.It's only ruined things for me and I just never realized it.
Im done with it.I hate being who i was and could only pray for a restart button tight now.
Im sorry to anyone thats ever knew me.
fuck...........im running out of alternatives.
They really helped me learn that life isn't a game 24/7.I never know that my best intentions could be so ....so...cruel.I never know when to stop a joke and I guess thats what I get for putting myself in that situation.It's only ruined things for me and I just never realized it.
Im done with it.I hate being who i was and could only pray for a restart button tight now.
Im sorry to anyone thats ever knew me.
fuck...........im running out of alternatives.