oh blah dee oh blah daa aaa la la la life goes on

[him_and_i]

I haven't been able to sleep properly for weeks,like, no matter when I lay in bed for at least 3 hours before I actually fall asleep. it's getting pretty bad. and it's not like I don't sleep enough because I guess I get a decent amount it's just the actually act of falling asleep is my biggest problem I could be drop dead tired all day and it would still take me hours to fall sleep. it's so weird and nothing really helps siiiiiiigh

i'm also wasting my entire break with not doing anything but it's not like I have anything to do anyway. my life is a giant boring event-less void of breathing and eating on the occasion I can psych myself up enough to go to the store.

bloo blah bloo blah I'm tired and I want something amazing to happen. maybe something amazing will be new york. I hope so hahaha I can't express how much I need to get out of here

okay.