May 26, 2005 21:25
Well, I've been pretty emo lately...The only people that actually make me smile haven't been around for me to hang out with, and the one person that can always make me smile i can't talk to because i never know what to say. it fucking sucks. i hate being like this. i hate trying to cover shit up and look happy. all it does is make it worse. I just dont understand people sometimes...im tired of the same stuff over and over, i want something new, something im not used to. i hate being alone...It seems like no one can help me now, I'm in too deep, theres no way out...