Hah... NO!

[hilson_is_love]

Hahaha, shitty prose.

Do you even notice what damage you are doing to me?

Do you know how many tears I cry?

Do you know why I feel this way?

Why I hide behind this empty smile?

You play games with me.
You tell me I'm alright.

Then you go and fuck it up.
Break and scar my heart a little more.

I cry,
I lie,
And I fake being happy.

Just so you won't ask me why I'm being moody.

So,
Next time you see me,
Consoling someone else,
Think about how I feel about you.

You don't notice me.
Because I cannot change.

And if I were honest with you,
Then I'd be a broken maiden.

It's your fault I'm like this.

So next time you see me smiling,
Rememeber that inside I'm dying.

This mask is just that.
It's a mask.

Because I have to be there for everyone.

This false smile masks,
The thouand tears I've cried.

I wish I never met you.

Because the instant I met you,
I died.

In other news:

Erin and Lucy are still sick (get well soon!)
It's raining (yay!)
I have homework (fuck)
And
Liam, you lied to me about what Kec said to you about that thing.