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So I have applied to a few more jobs since my last post. Idk why but I had trouble w/2 different job apps on Indeed and it is currently being investigated by their Support Staff. Could be my Internet, Chrome/Google or iPad vs phone ( yeah, app & 4G still had the same prob)...I did get in an app at a Japanese restaurant and am trying to get 1 in at Hamakua Macadamia Nut factory. Yoga earlier helped...I hope to do my DVDs/ books packing tomorrow.
I read a lot of Maya/Carina fix and 1 topic came up : feelings for an ex. I happily read that Carina's answer was yeah, will always care but do I want her? Do I want to spend time w/ her, do I want to be w/ her, do I want to marry her, do I have THOSE FEELINGS for her and the answer was NO to everything...I love that my answer will be the same for the ladder & for the former, it used to be yeah, will always care, but well that was before we last tried & before she said certain things that destroyed & tainted everything from memories on...my answer now is 100% NO, I do not.
P.S. Panda Express: the string bean chicken was just ok to me while the steak/ Shrimp had more flavor ( but would have been better if it was chicken n shrimp)... don't see myself making special trips anytime soon.
My Mom is now in Cali seeing fam there & my sister in law is being an utter spiteful bitch right now regarding my Mom coming over to see my brother ( but not my niece or nephew) bc they will not be joining per her text message. Last time my Mom saw them, my niece was still a newborn n my nephew hadn't been born yet...
I read a lot of Maya/Carina fix and 1 topic came up : feelings for an ex. I happily read that Carina's answer was yeah, will always care but do I want her? Do I want to spend time w/ her, do I want to be w/ her, do I want to marry her, do I have THOSE FEELINGS for her and the answer was NO to everything...I love that my answer will be the same for the ladder & for the former, it used to be yeah, will always care, but well that was before we last tried & before she said certain things that destroyed & tainted everything from memories on...my answer now is 100% NO, I do not.
P.S. Panda Express: the string bean chicken was just ok to me while the steak/ Shrimp had more flavor ( but would have been better if it was chicken n shrimp)... don't see myself making special trips anytime soon.
My Mom is now in Cali seeing fam there & my sister in law is being an utter spiteful bitch right now regarding my Mom coming over to see my brother ( but not my niece or nephew) bc they will not be joining per her text message. Last time my Mom saw them, my niece was still a newborn n my nephew hadn't been born yet...