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In all honesty, I am not happy. I am past the point of blaming others or events that have occurred for my unhappiness. I have started holding more things in and trying to let things "roll of my shoulders". I have so many times things that I would like to accomplish and most of which I would loved to have accomplished by now. 26 years old... So far my greatest accomplishment is graduating high school and not having a bunch of children with random men. I would have loved to have completed my bachelors years ago and now possibly be working on my masters degree. I would love to be neck deep into the entertainment industry as well has making a helpful difference within a community. I would like to be in less debt, but I think that is the general American hope. My body and weight so COMPLETELY out of whack. My goodness, I am a stress eater, I know that about myself, along with chronic procrastination and self loathing. I would love to still be recreationally ice skating but still learning new tricks. Dancing...oh boy do I really miss that thrill. The feeling of being one with music and movement. Joining a small bowling league would be fun as well. Being involved in a "home-like" church would be wonderful as well.
The life I live in head in quite wonderful, but If I want to see at least some of the things I invisioned for myself come true in any capacity, I need to DO IT! Start somewhere and stop making excuses and putting other things ahead. God would have not given me or anyone the capability to dream and have aspirations if they weren't possible to come true. Although he does have the final say, but I can still make preparations for the GREAT plan he has for me.
The life I live in head in quite wonderful, but If I want to see at least some of the things I invisioned for myself come true in any capacity, I need to DO IT! Start somewhere and stop making excuses and putting other things ahead. God would have not given me or anyone the capability to dream and have aspirations if they weren't possible to come true. Although he does have the final say, but I can still make preparations for the GREAT plan he has for me.