Mar 16, 2005 08:08
I cant even begin to explain what has happend thses last few days.
Sunday. my little brothers friends got into a car accident you might of seen it on the news or the news paper, a thunderbird going 75 miles over a railraod track on betty lane. the car flipped. three were bayflighted. Ive knonw all these boys almost my whole life. two went home okay that night that were wearing thyeir seatbelt. but carl and johnthan didnt. carl my littles brothers best firned who I see every day. well it turns out they both had to go into surgery, several. Now the doctorts fuckede up and johnthan ended up in a comma and brain dead. so they attempted another surgery. Nothing. I found out they pulled him of life support last night at work, so he is gone, it makes me so angry. Carl had no Idea what was happeninhg with his brother he didnt even get to say goodbye. life inst fair these days...
Monday: my friend priscialla that lives in orlando well she was down for the weeked, well he dad richard also my boss at work was on his was home from taking her home and he got in to a fatal accident which you might of also seen on the news.. in tampa of of I4, well he is gone also and its not fair. he left behind three children who love him dearly one that is one one years old and he will never know. monday night we all were ctying at work, priscilla is some what blaming her self its not her fault though. she is comming down today though. I just wish I could do something to change all of this I mean I know I cant but it all jsut seems sooo unfair.
ontop of all the deaths I have been having other problems but you know what they dont even compare, there for I will keep them to myself.
Rest in peace johnathan & chard, we love you.