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Im so sick of everyone behind my back telling eachother how I feel. they dont know this is all shit that you just assume in your head. Not everyone but a few, and it jsut soo fucking upsetting. so you know what heres the god damn truth this is actually how I feel and If you want to go and be in la la land and still think what you want then your dumb, but heres the truth on everything:
lately alot things have beeen fucked up in my life, I moved out of my moms house I owe her 280 dollars, I skipped school all the time and now I have a shit load of work to make up, I have to pay a 70 dollar seat belt ticket, and on top of all that I owe bobby's brother 175 bc I backed into his car. so I have alot of shit going on right now, and I have no car anymore so thats a big deal to me. I just cant think about things lately, and Im very sorry if I get easily frustrtated. but I cant help it, I get that way with everyone lately I dont know what to do. Friends behind my back keep saying oh she doesnt want to hang out with us now that she has owen in her life. what the fuck is that. I havent actually hung out with him since friday night or what ever, bc I havent had my car and Im not going to have my friends drive me around and pick me up from when I spend time with him, bc numnber thats not me. but what ever.. so how dare you ever say I dont need you bc I have him. I will always need my firends always. that is my fucking reason for living. and if for one god damn second you can think other wise, then you my dear are full of shit.Im sick of all these people lying to everyones faces. that is why everyone has so many problems bc no one can tell the fuckig truth. its just soo stupid. im sick of going home and worry about all my firends and cyring bc nothing is right. its not worth it anymore at all. I know I just cant snap my fingers and make everything all right, but lately NO ONE seems to care about anything and I just think it is ridiculous, bc things wll all just get even worse if no one cares. I just done now how much longer I can sit here and watch all this stupid shit go on, If I didnt want to be around you I wouldnt so dont go thinking all these made up things. please
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lately alot things have beeen fucked up in my life, I moved out of my moms house I owe her 280 dollars, I skipped school all the time and now I have a shit load of work to make up, I have to pay a 70 dollar seat belt ticket, and on top of all that I owe bobby's brother 175 bc I backed into his car. so I have alot of shit going on right now, and I have no car anymore so thats a big deal to me. I just cant think about things lately, and Im very sorry if I get easily frustrtated. but I cant help it, I get that way with everyone lately I dont know what to do. Friends behind my back keep saying oh she doesnt want to hang out with us now that she has owen in her life. what the fuck is that. I havent actually hung out with him since friday night or what ever, bc I havent had my car and Im not going to have my friends drive me around and pick me up from when I spend time with him, bc numnber thats not me. but what ever.. so how dare you ever say I dont need you bc I have him. I will always need my firends always. that is my fucking reason for living. and if for one god damn second you can think other wise, then you my dear are full of shit.Im sick of all these people lying to everyones faces. that is why everyone has so many problems bc no one can tell the fuckig truth. its just soo stupid. im sick of going home and worry about all my firends and cyring bc nothing is right. its not worth it anymore at all. I know I just cant snap my fingers and make everything all right, but lately NO ONE seems to care about anything and I just think it is ridiculous, bc things wll all just get even worse if no one cares. I just done now how much longer I can sit here and watch all this stupid shit go on, If I didnt want to be around you I wouldnt so dont go thinking all these made up things. please
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