Fruit?
I've been home for 1 week. SO much has happened in one week. I cannot grasp how much has changed. It is just crazy.
Yesterday was so surreal. It was like everything was like it used to be. I felt something that I haven't felt since last summer. I felt not loved exactly, but important and cared for. But afterwards...it was like that didn't happen. That totally reminded me of last summer. Are roles reversed this time and I just have to wait it out? History repeats, but will it this time?
(itchy)
So I'll give you as much space as you want...just be straight with me.
Anyways, on to lighter/better subjects:
My new goal for the week is to stop being such a girl. What good are emotions? lol It is good to have them...but they may be overrated a bit. Or at least I put too much value into them. We will see how that works. :)
Here are the quotes of the day:
Kristin's highlights: "I got insulted by a Weight Loss Company today" and "I should be doing this in seperate towns".
and then my random phrases that made me laugh: "Dudeless balls", "Do they have electric hammers?", and "Drive by ball punching".
THEN there was this question in my book o' questions: You are in a grocery store parking lot and it is really cold outside. When you get to your car, you drop the fruit and it rolls under your car. Do you pick up the fruit or leave it?
It was SO fucking funny.
And then Kristin was eatting FRUIT smileys and I almost DIED, no one else knew what I was laughing at and I couldn't tell them because it was too funny to talk. So I managed to get out "fruit!" before I errupted with laughter again. and then..."smileys!" and everyone was like..."whoa...". and then I was like "it's not even real fruit" lol
So my other crazy thought was: what if some dude put a rubber band or whatever around his balls. Not enough to close the tubey thing but to make it smaller. Would the increase in pressure make the cum shoot farther and/or faster? :| Seriously?!?!
My brain should not be allowed to hang out with people some times. :D
Here's the lyrics that describe it beautifully right now:
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
...
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
...
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
The end and good night! lol
Yesterday was so surreal. It was like everything was like it used to be. I felt something that I haven't felt since last summer. I felt not loved exactly, but important and cared for. But afterwards...it was like that didn't happen. That totally reminded me of last summer. Are roles reversed this time and I just have to wait it out? History repeats, but will it this time?
(itchy)
So I'll give you as much space as you want...just be straight with me.
Anyways, on to lighter/better subjects:
My new goal for the week is to stop being such a girl. What good are emotions? lol It is good to have them...but they may be overrated a bit. Or at least I put too much value into them. We will see how that works. :)
Here are the quotes of the day:
Kristin's highlights: "I got insulted by a Weight Loss Company today" and "I should be doing this in seperate towns".
and then my random phrases that made me laugh: "Dudeless balls", "Do they have electric hammers?", and "Drive by ball punching".
THEN there was this question in my book o' questions: You are in a grocery store parking lot and it is really cold outside. When you get to your car, you drop the fruit and it rolls under your car. Do you pick up the fruit or leave it?
It was SO fucking funny.
And then Kristin was eatting FRUIT smileys and I almost DIED, no one else knew what I was laughing at and I couldn't tell them because it was too funny to talk. So I managed to get out "fruit!" before I errupted with laughter again. and then..."smileys!" and everyone was like..."whoa...". and then I was like "it's not even real fruit" lol
So my other crazy thought was: what if some dude put a rubber band or whatever around his balls. Not enough to close the tubey thing but to make it smaller. Would the increase in pressure make the cum shoot farther and/or faster? :| Seriously?!?!
My brain should not be allowed to hang out with people some times. :D
Here's the lyrics that describe it beautifully right now:
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
...
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
...
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
The end and good night! lol