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so after a particularly tumultuous new year's eve and day, and the distinct possibility of breaking up a relationship & losing both members of said relationship as friends, i find myself back to square one- almost. i've spent the past couple of days in a state of sadness and inertia, but i'm finally kicking myself up the backside. life doesn't stop because i fuck up, right? there are lines to learn, photos to take, exercise to do and people to see.
things aren't 100% better, and they'll take a while, but the fact that they can get better is more than enough for me at the time being. i've achieved so much in the past year, but still nowhere near as much as i'd hoped to. without pushing myself into the extreme, i'd like to give this whole "motivation" thing a red hot go. i think i owe it to myself.
i'm sick of being ruled by my insecurities. it's time to step out into the world a bit more.
things aren't 100% better, and they'll take a while, but the fact that they can get better is more than enough for me at the time being. i've achieved so much in the past year, but still nowhere near as much as i'd hoped to. without pushing myself into the extreme, i'd like to give this whole "motivation" thing a red hot go. i think i owe it to myself.
i'm sick of being ruled by my insecurities. it's time to step out into the world a bit more.