What made you change your mind?
Today I got my frist sunburn of the season. Winter is officially over. So from this point on I can't blame being depressed on the weather. Hah. Well I am feeling better. School is worrying me. I can't focus on it. I sleep too much. I'm starting to drink more. Again. Doesn't this feel like last year, only not quite as bad, and I wasn't quite as skinny. This wasn't supposed to be depressing, because I don't really feel like that. I don't know what I feel. Not particularly sad. Alone. Very alone. I wish I could share this time of year, with someone, make it fun, truly fun, instead of sitting inside and thinking "Wow, this weather is great. Now I can have so much fun!"
On another note, I am totally obsessed with Fiona Apple's new album "Extraordinary Machine". If anyone read this journal, I would say to get it and listen to it, and let it put you in a crazy/beautiful mood. But no one reads this so, I'm telling myself all these things.
I missed too much school last week. And its even worse that I say "too much", like if I had missed a bit less than my truancy would be excusable or something, when really I shouldn't be missing ANY school.
So much to say. Too much. But I don't really want to talk about it here and now.
Bye
On another note, I am totally obsessed with Fiona Apple's new album "Extraordinary Machine". If anyone read this journal, I would say to get it and listen to it, and let it put you in a crazy/beautiful mood. But no one reads this so, I'm telling myself all these things.
I missed too much school last week. And its even worse that I say "too much", like if I had missed a bit less than my truancy would be excusable or something, when really I shouldn't be missing ANY school.
So much to say. Too much. But I don't really want to talk about it here and now.
Bye