Nov 21, 2005 12:10
I woke up at 3:30 this morning to throw up. Then I went back to sleep. This did not make me happy.
I can't get a bike for Christmas because...I guess its too expensive? Or my mom is not getting me a present? This does not make me happy.
My lower back is sore like I pulled some muscles, from what strenuous exercise I've done I don't know. This is not making me happy.
But I do have some peppermint tea and aside from my burnt tongue I now have, it makes me happy.
And I'm wearing socks with mary jane shoes, which probably should not be happening, because its kind of tacky. but i enjoy it. its making me happy. and its keeping my feet warm.
Its cold outside and I want to wear a hat because my ears get cold. But I don't have one. This does not make me happy.
Curtis is going to Birmingham. ....what do I say? It will be good. Yes, very good for him indeed. A great opportunity. I feel like saying I'll miss him is sort of selfish. No I will miss him. But thats ok. It won't last forever. I dont think?
I wish I could fast forward my life 3 years. That would make me happy. I'm sick of school. I want to be out. get on with it. life that is. have my own one. house. dog. address. bedroom furniture. that will be nice. that will be nice.