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[hillbillykiller]

well ive learned something today...I NEED 2 GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!!!!! i really think im gonna go back 2 school soon! im soo bored and lonely. im so bored im depressed. im soo depressed i cried 2day when my mom through away the spaghetti cuz i wanted 2 eat some more. jj is pissed at me because i didnt come over...its not my fault but if he wants 2 get mad well...thats not the way friends should be but oh well fuck it ive survived this long with few 2 no friends...i can keep going california gets closer everyday and ill be glad when im out of this town... i will actually be glad 2 leave most of everybody meet REAL people and have a smashing time...hee hee i said smashing hee hee...well my hair is growing fast by may it should be down 2 my shoulders...that exceptionally fast...well im looking for a job so i can get some money and something 2 do outside the house. i need a girlfriend really bad! somebody 2 help me get out of this depression, somebody 2 make me laugh, somebody who i can hold and just talk 2. thats not 2 much 2 ask...i dont think it is anyways. ive been trying 2 calm down my appearance because the appearance doesnt make the person and i can still be myself without the clothes and my true friends will be by my side no matter what. but yeah today me and my dad made home made spaghetti...the sause the meatballs everything...me and my dad have been getting along soo great. it makes me happy...thats one of the only good things i got going on... i told my mom today i used 2 smoke pot. she didnt seem 2 suprized but she did admit she would try it if she could handle the smoke lol my sister gave me sixteen bucks 2 play a song on the computer... gonna go buy stuff tomorrow with my mom so i can get outta this house. i dont know if i already wrote this or not but chris grove called me the other night...odviously he cant read 2 well. i should have guessed this much... i mean how could such a small head have much brain but he called me and said i was "talking shit" about him on live journal...^^^^thats the first time any shit has been said..but this is my live journal fat ass sooo i write what i want!!!! but i had 2 make him look ignorant over the phone by explaning how saying "dont call me and i hate you" isnt talking shit its making a statement...think about what you say before you say it if at all possible dumbass...

cheereo bitches

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