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oh man, i so need to update. but nobody really reads all this...haha.
anyway, i'm so confused right now about my "love life".
me and ted caudle got really close on ski trip, but i think it was more physical and plus he's moved and plus HE'S A JUNIOR (SOPHOMORE???) AND I'M IN 7TH GRADE. niiiiice, hill. real nice.that was a big mistake on my part.
so anyway, preston calls to find out "what REALLY happened" with me and ted and we have a long, good conversation and i'm wondering if i like him now...
AND, there's this guy at my school, miles, who i thought i liked but maybe the whole thing was physical and now i have no idea!!!
its pretty darn stressful being me...
but i confess, i have funn...
and my friends love me...
so that's awesome...
and now i'm just talking to hear myself talk...
but its crazy...
i wish there was a way that God was like, "ok, hill, this is your life. here's a timeline,directions, maps, names, numbers, addresses, calendars, call me if you need me." but nope...no way...i'm just a loser who can't figure out His plan for me...but i know it's an awesome one!
i love you all and promise to write more if you promise to read more!
♥hillary
anyway, i'm so confused right now about my "love life".
me and ted caudle got really close on ski trip, but i think it was more physical and plus he's moved and plus HE'S A JUNIOR (SOPHOMORE???) AND I'M IN 7TH GRADE. niiiiice, hill. real nice.that was a big mistake on my part.
so anyway, preston calls to find out "what REALLY happened" with me and ted and we have a long, good conversation and i'm wondering if i like him now...
AND, there's this guy at my school, miles, who i thought i liked but maybe the whole thing was physical and now i have no idea!!!
its pretty darn stressful being me...
but i confess, i have funn...
and my friends love me...
so that's awesome...
and now i'm just talking to hear myself talk...
but its crazy...
i wish there was a way that God was like, "ok, hill, this is your life. here's a timeline,directions, maps, names, numbers, addresses, calendars, call me if you need me." but nope...no way...i'm just a loser who can't figure out His plan for me...but i know it's an awesome one!
i love you all and promise to write more if you promise to read more!
♥hillary