update. Sort of. Not really.
Next week--hopefully--I'll be getting a pt-scan ("petscan") to see if I have any cancer outside my chest.
And then an MRI of my brain to see if THAT's okay.
Still scared. Because if either of those turn out positive, my prognosis worsens of course.
Also scared about whether the limits of our insurance will affect how much lifesaving treatment I get.
This is a freakin nightmare.
Oh well. it is what it is.
I am not looking forward to chemo at all--although my doctor's impatient, and seems to think me "in good shape" aside from, you know, lung cancer.
But I don't want them to give up on me and NOT do it, either.
Ah well. It's a nice day out.
Might as well go enjoy it.
And then an MRI of my brain to see if THAT's okay.
Still scared. Because if either of those turn out positive, my prognosis worsens of course.
Also scared about whether the limits of our insurance will affect how much lifesaving treatment I get.
This is a freakin nightmare.
Oh well. it is what it is.
I am not looking forward to chemo at all--although my doctor's impatient, and seems to think me "in good shape" aside from, you know, lung cancer.
But I don't want them to give up on me and NOT do it, either.
Ah well. It's a nice day out.
Might as well go enjoy it.