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I am not feeling as great as I did when I got out of the program but I am functioning alot better. I am really enjoying my time with Darren. He has really helped me move on and start doing things for myself for once. I am surprised that I am with him though, he is not the type that I would have looked for. It's fitting though, and he makes me laugh. It's the kind of laugh you get when you are with your true friends who you can be yourself around. Lately those people have been him, Mackenzie, and umm my dog?... just kidding. I have been spending alot of time with Matt and Serena and I even hung out with Jesse, Teddy, Graham, and Owen the other day. To be honest I feel less anxiety ridden when I am with my close crew than when I am with Jesse and all them, and certainly the GHS kids. I feel like I can be myself around Darren and Mack, they don't care if I spill food down the front of my shirt or if I make Butt Sex jokes. lol. I also like the lack of drama, it's nice. All in all, I don't have the energy to complain about the trivial things in life. It's getting sunny and my bike is back on the road :)