Mar 07, 2006 17:14
"Tumbling towards unclear destinations,
do they wash away the rain, the wind and the searing pain?"
I thought everything was figured out, but maybe I was wrong. I thought this was what I wanted, but maybe I was wrong about this too. Why did this have to happen? I don't understand...she called me and would constantly ask me to call her and tell her about my life, I never did. She always invited me over, but I never came. Whats wrong with me? I didn't even get a chance to tell her I loved her or to say goodbye. How could this happen? My family is a wreck I can't do anything about it. I'm out here in the middle of nowhere when I really just want to be there for my mother and my family. *God you did this, so tell me what you want me to do?*