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Ahhh life...its great isn't it? Today hasn't necessarily been all that wonderful, but lately I have just been realizing how great life can be. There is so much in my life that I have to look forward to, and I'm so glad that I have been given such great friends! More and more I realize which people are truly my friends because they know me so well, and accept me for me (even how I live my life), I'm beginning to see everything more clearly and thank God for that! It doesn't matter anymore what people think about me or what people think I should do, because it only matters what I want, because its my life! I don't care about expressing my opinion anymore because everyone has a right to their own opinion. For most of my life I have been afraid of expressing myself and my opinion because I have been afraid that people will judge me. But people judge me anyway. EVERYONE gets judged because humans by nature judge others to make themselves feel better. But everyone is different, so whats the point? I'm not going to apologize for breathing or taking up space. I may not think that I am pretty, or smart or talented, but I'm not ugly, dumb, or untalented. I am different and I think I'm finally starting to realize that that is okay. I hope that this stays with me the rest of my life because I don't ever want to go back to the days where I wouldn't stand up for myself because I was afraid people would think I was a bitch. Free will shouldn't ever give anyone the right to be mean or cruel to anyone. But free will does give people the right to speak for themselves.