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So (my fave word) I haven't written in here in awhile and decided that instead of studying I would rather do anything else. Here I am, back at the LJ. Oh why am I studying? I have to take a registration exam to officially become an RD. After the 4 year degree, the grueling internship, and working as a liscensed dietitian, I still have to take a test, a very hard test, to officially get my registration and then pay out the ass to keep my registration for the rest of my life...I can't wait. I don't think I am ready for this test, I hate taking tests and stuyding, it makes me feel like I am still in undergrad. Things are going well for the most part, if anyone reads this or if anyone cares it doesn't really matter. My job is a good one to start in, I needed money- having $4 in your account with mounting debt is sooo not cool. I have my own apartment now, however today I realized I may be too close to home. (I am still asked to run errands and am 1.25 hours from my family, something could be wrong there. Right now I will just monitor the amount of this.) I can finally get setup with the things I've needed and figure out what really is most important to me. Then again I may hold off on the "what is most important crap"(cuz you know that is usually a man (who probably doesn't give a damn about me, yeah I have one in mind, I am totally infatuated, but that would never work, so I'll work on forgetting) and family and good mushy feelings and blah blah blah) and just do what I enjoy for awhile, wait, I need to figure out what I enjoy because I don't think I've been able to have that option before. There was always alot of what "needs" to be done or what "has" to be done due to circumstance and safety, there still is some of that, but I will have the time and means to actually develop whatever interests are locked inside of me. Dancing at clubs was fun, but I don't think it's an interest you can share with colleagues or is looked upon as very respectable. Maybe ballroom dancing or some sort of exercise at a gym, karate?, I love physical activity, just not when it involves catching hard balls or hitting them. I love going to the city and the beach, not so much the mountains and woods, which is pretty much where I live and work. Anyway I'll think about this later, after the test, I better get back to studying.