Moving on...finally

[hillae]

I feel like I finally reached a day when I can say that I am comfortable with myself, by myself again. Its like taking a vacation or being on a holiday without going anywhere. I've been going mad with loneliness and boredom for several months now, praying for a day when I can be cozy enough with myself to let go and move on. Although just a week ago I was still waiting for him to call or write on my birthday, which he probably didn't even notice. Its almost over. And if I don't screw up and go see him or bump into him anywhere (even though it is always a temptation to go and test yourself, and I still want to see him a tiny little bitsy bit) I'll be completely free by the end of May.
As predicted.
But yeah, I deserve better, and I hate when people take me for granted...don't we all?

Hope everything is well with you guys and girls :D