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So, I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. I think I'm done, I think I'm better, I think I can finally move on...then, it hits me all over again. I hate this shit. I hate feeling like this; I'm so sick of it. I hate even putting it on this page. But I need a way to vent, so here I am again. I just wish I could over this. I want to be done with these feelings. I want to move on. I want to stop thinking about the "good 'ole days", back when everything was simple, everything was perfect, back to when I was happy and content. Oh well...whatever. I'll quit bitching...