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i'm sure nobody cares, but oh well. i'm really going to miss coral. and not just in the "oh, i miss coral" way, but really, extremely. we've never gone this long with minimum contact. especially not lately, not since last summer when she had indoc. and even then, i knew it was only for a little while. this will be five months. FIVE MONTHS. way too long. just thinking about all the times i'll want to call her and not be able to. my birthday/first day of classes (same day), halloween, possibly our anniversary (not sure when she's getting back), when i get hurt or am sad or scared or just lonely or bored. just thinking about it is making me depressed. but at the same time, my mature side (which is very small) knows how great of an opportunity this is for her and she'll get to travel the world and get a break from her crappy school and all the lame, conservative, homophobic people that attend there. lord. on another note, cleaned an apartment today and yesterday. tomorrow going to try to do another then friday, going to see if they have some nearby that i can do this weekend and make some money to pay my bills. word. so yeah, pretty much i'm boring. i watched high tension last night, it was pretty good. like a secret window with a lesbian twist on it. anyway, i'll go make some lunch or whateva.