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well, i'm feeling a little under the weather. I'm sorta happy, but then i'm sad. It's really werid. Like i'm happy, and i'm comfortable. I realize that i'm spolied .. but i've set my lapot up in my room. I've got my cell on the side. My music is on... and i'm online ... plus my room is clean and stuff. and i'm doing well in school. and i just got a new dive down... but i'm sad.. and i don't know why? well. whatever... i should probably get my mind off things and get happy... because i really do'nt want to have this turn into something like it did last time... No Way am i going back to horton!... lol... idk... i just feel like somehtings missing... and idk..
plus... i think i'm being to like someone who likes... or liked me... but i don't want to start anyhitng when last time there was so much pressure and everynoe was like "HE LIKES YOU" but i just want it to happen ... between the too of us. and sometimes ... i feel a bit dirty and unclean when i do stuff. everyone in my family is so PRUDE>> and it's so werid i feel like i'm dishonoring them... ugh. idk this is so stupid. but idk.... whatever... it's not like i'm sinning... them right?
idk. this is gay i need to go eat ice cream.. :)
plus... i think i'm being to like someone who likes... or liked me... but i don't want to start anyhitng when last time there was so much pressure and everynoe was like "HE LIKES YOU" but i just want it to happen ... between the too of us. and sometimes ... i feel a bit dirty and unclean when i do stuff. everyone in my family is so PRUDE>> and it's so werid i feel like i'm dishonoring them... ugh. idk this is so stupid. but idk.... whatever... it's not like i'm sinning... them right?
idk. this is gay i need to go eat ice cream.. :)