Aug 10, 2005 10:21
okay, i am going to lay it out on the line for you all right now. i fear that i should not have gone back to school today. i am sad to be leaving phs...it is my safe haven, i walked through those halls today and i thought, wow, this is really small and what i am about to encounter is bigger and more grand than i have ever seen in my life. I just cannot believe that is 3 short days, I will be gone. This summer was fantastic. I met wonderful people this summer and had too much fun. I did things I never thought i would. i think that is part of growing up though, you start to do things that you would never normally do...ya know what i mean? maybe i am not wording it right. but anyway. seeing some people this morning brought back a rush of memories and i felt very very sad. However! this is not to say that I am not incredibly excited about college...that is far beyond the point. I am stoked about college. I just wish that it all wasn't so soon. I dunno, maybe I'm weird. Turns out, i still care deeply about that one person, good thing I'm going away...right?
♥
hillary