I have a mixed feeling in my stomach...
So today I saw a picture of Favion and Me. It was just a one night stand...well more like a two hour stand. I did what I did, no regrets, I thought this is just for fun, I'll never see him again, he's hot, why not? When I saw the picture, I got this feeling in my stomach, like butterflies. I was nervous. Why? I have no idea. Nervous at the idea that I will never see this beautiful stranger again...yes. I think so.
One thing he said to me that stands out in my mind(two actually) He continually said you are a beautiful beautiful girl. and when he asked if I had a boyfriend and I said no, he said "your american boys are stupid." You know what...I agree. I have always had a notion in my head that I am not supposed to be with anyone from here. I have a plan and that is to leave here, meet someone from a different country.
It all meant nothing, but why do I feel this strange emptiness now?
One thing he said to me that stands out in my mind(two actually) He continually said you are a beautiful beautiful girl. and when he asked if I had a boyfriend and I said no, he said "your american boys are stupid." You know what...I agree. I have always had a notion in my head that I am not supposed to be with anyone from here. I have a plan and that is to leave here, meet someone from a different country.
It all meant nothing, but why do I feel this strange emptiness now?