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Damn.
I am so freaking worried. Everyone has started to hear back form college and crap ---- Am I imagining that I will hear back in April? I don't even want to thieng that they wouldn't accept me...be there is chance. Do I do everything half-assed...is that it. When You think that things might be your best and what not...rejection.
No! I don't want to think about it. Crap. It's my freaking future, how can I not?
I am happy for others, but I want to be ahppy for myself.
I feel like I am stuck in the middle, not the cream of the crop but not the skum on the shoes.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
excuse the excesive ranting(sp?) and raving. Emotional breakdown -- yet agian. This happened in December.
I want to go to pomona----to trinity--- I want them to pay for my college.
crap.
In other sides- Spring Break Started today, so I think I will got prep myself.
Out and about today!
I am so freaking worried. Everyone has started to hear back form college and crap ---- Am I imagining that I will hear back in April? I don't even want to thieng that they wouldn't accept me...be there is chance. Do I do everything half-assed...is that it. When You think that things might be your best and what not...rejection.
No! I don't want to think about it. Crap. It's my freaking future, how can I not?
I am happy for others, but I want to be ahppy for myself.
I feel like I am stuck in the middle, not the cream of the crop but not the skum on the shoes.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
excuse the excesive ranting(sp?) and raving. Emotional breakdown -- yet agian. This happened in December.
I want to go to pomona----to trinity--- I want them to pay for my college.
crap.
In other sides- Spring Break Started today, so I think I will got prep myself.
Out and about today!