Jan 04, 2005 17:54
i seriously have no idea what i am going to do!! i like this boy so much, and i cant even tell him!!! im usually the kind to tell how i feel, but for some reason...i just want to keep this to myself!! i know i havent known him that long, but sometimes you just get a feeling!! i have this all day, i wonder where he is, what he is doing, and when will i see him again!??! i have been alone for a long time, and i am kinda gettin tired of it!! i just wish this was easy, but its not!!
my friend lucretia got fired from work today!! that really sucks because she was one of the reasons why i liked it so much!! its gonna be a lot different, but im gonna try to make it!! this friday night we are gonna hang out after i get done cheering at the game!! i think we are gonna run down to the EMS station for a while to talk to Sammy!! oh me, such fun times!!!
we were in one of my classes today, and i got to sign my friends senior book! it was really sad! Alot of us were hanging around talking about alot of the memories we had! its gonna be really sad when i graduate, im a lil scared!! but i know its coming!! i'm just in one of those moods where you want to cry, laugh, and scream out! i want to tell everyone who i like, but there is only one person who knows who that is!! lucretia wont tell!! shhhh!! **haha**
MuCh LoVe!!!
i understand now that i look back, everything i have done in the past has prepared me for the future! it will continue to do so until the day that i die!!
**YOU** have no idea what you do to me!!!!!!!!!