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i dislike being sick.
i dislike missing school.
i have only missed two days and i already feel so behind..
i miss my friends.
i feel like i am losing all my friends.
well here are some things you've all missed out on..
i am moving.
the house is beautiful.
i have my own bathroom.
its on jackson street in GH.
we are going to start moving in after christmas.
my dad and i are still not talking.
my brother wants me to call him, i think i might,
once i figure out what to say..
i was going to move in with kellie and her family
my mom and i talked, and things are going well again.
i still dislike my moms fiance, very very very much so.
but, whatever makes her happy i guess.
my brother is moving out in april with ann.
i am happy for them, they are so happy.
i was thinking about dropping out of school and moving to rockford with a few friends i know that have an apartment there.
dont worry i am not going to, and dont yell at me, i've gotten enough shit already thank you.
i miss my infinites.
i miss sam and susan.
i miss you guys so much.
i am seriously lost without you girls.
i love jess and kellie more than anything.
i wish we could all get along.
i hate it.
you all mean the world to me.
i need to stop doing drugs, and being depressed.
its not doing anything for me.
i miss tara, jenn, lynzee, kirsten, and erin.
i just want my life back, i want my girls back.
i've never been so lost.
my family is not doing good right now.
my aunt has cancer, and i am trying my best to get the strength to see her.
its very hard.
i saw her sunday night and couldn't even handle it..
shes such an amazing person and i hate seeing her hurt.
and to make matters worse.
i met the most amazing boy in the entire world.
got scared [as always] and ran away from it..
fucked up [once again].
and now i am in the same place i started.
rock bottom.
and it hurts,
more than you could imagine.
i dont need your sympathy.
i just want my friends back.
that is all.
have a good week everyone.
i dislike missing school.
i have only missed two days and i already feel so behind..
i miss my friends.
i feel like i am losing all my friends.
well here are some things you've all missed out on..
i am moving.
the house is beautiful.
i have my own bathroom.
its on jackson street in GH.
we are going to start moving in after christmas.
my dad and i are still not talking.
my brother wants me to call him, i think i might,
once i figure out what to say..
i was going to move in with kellie and her family
my mom and i talked, and things are going well again.
i still dislike my moms fiance, very very very much so.
but, whatever makes her happy i guess.
my brother is moving out in april with ann.
i am happy for them, they are so happy.
i was thinking about dropping out of school and moving to rockford with a few friends i know that have an apartment there.
dont worry i am not going to, and dont yell at me, i've gotten enough shit already thank you.
i miss my infinites.
i miss sam and susan.
i miss you guys so much.
i am seriously lost without you girls.
i love jess and kellie more than anything.
i wish we could all get along.
i hate it.
you all mean the world to me.
i need to stop doing drugs, and being depressed.
its not doing anything for me.
i miss tara, jenn, lynzee, kirsten, and erin.
i just want my life back, i want my girls back.
i've never been so lost.
my family is not doing good right now.
my aunt has cancer, and i am trying my best to get the strength to see her.
its very hard.
i saw her sunday night and couldn't even handle it..
shes such an amazing person and i hate seeing her hurt.
and to make matters worse.
i met the most amazing boy in the entire world.
got scared [as always] and ran away from it..
fucked up [once again].
and now i am in the same place i started.
rock bottom.
and it hurts,
more than you could imagine.
i dont need your sympathy.
i just want my friends back.
that is all.
have a good week everyone.