How can people live like that
Tonight had to of been one of the worst nights this month. I don't have the slightest clue why I am still being fucked with, when I have clearly been running the other direction. Nothing is worse than someone breaking your heart right? So you fade away and tell yourself to hate them (which never works)being I've told myself to since Febuary. The away messages about me were ok... so what your ignurant but,The nerve of having balls to IM me online to say your drunk and looking for "fresh ladies" and how your night could of been better if so. Leaves me speechless. Why would you even say something like that to someone when you know they are hurting? Not to mention completelty cripples my confidence (not that he gave me it back)I guess I shouldn't expect much from HEARTLESS FUCKS. This is one of the reasons why I am an angry person, this is why I want to avoid relationships from now on. I simply can not afford to trust anyone, you just end up being decieved by the person they "show you" and before you know it the whole relationship ends out a big fat lie. While they run out the door with what they could get from you. After the storm clears up you pick up the peices of your washed up heart. Fuck that. There better be such thing as Karma.