that's whoa.
Okay so I haven't slept for 2 days, it's really having an effect on me, and I know exactly why I haven't slept. I went off on Frankie. Why? I'm not sure. I said a lot of stuff I'm not even going to mention but it brought up a lot of past people and I was throwing anything I could get my hands and I really scared him. I scared myself. I've never been that out of control, and I dont even know what made me LOOSE control. My music video is being aired on disney, no pressure though, hil. I'm seriously afraid of what's happening to me. I know I love Frankie but I also know what I said during my 'fit'. I'm just really confused and mad at myself at this point. Anyways I'm supposed to chill with Angel sometime soon, so maybe that'll help us both. That girl deserves a whole damn tv dinner , I'm telling ya! Anyways I'm going to go try and sleep before my mom starts calling doctors because I'm 'sick'. Blah.