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My god, what the fuck.>?
The beggining of the year was so happy. Everything fucking worked out. Apparently it wasnt meant to last that way. or maybe im just beggining to feel the first effects of seasonal depression. Except for last year, i got that at the beggining of the year, not winter.
I seem to be cornered in my own strange mind. In my mind im being left out of everything possibly left to be left out of. i may as well not even live my own life.
Halloween was probably the most fun ive had in awhile. it was great that everything seemed okay, just for those few hours. Everything could have been made better right then.
I think im growing away from everybody while theyre growing closer. What was the point at which this happened? THe beggining of the school year? maybe? i hate being whiney. i hate it.
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fuck
The beggining of the year was so happy. Everything fucking worked out. Apparently it wasnt meant to last that way. or maybe im just beggining to feel the first effects of seasonal depression. Except for last year, i got that at the beggining of the year, not winter.
I seem to be cornered in my own strange mind. In my mind im being left out of everything possibly left to be left out of. i may as well not even live my own life.
Halloween was probably the most fun ive had in awhile. it was great that everything seemed okay, just for those few hours. Everything could have been made better right then.
I think im growing away from everybody while theyre growing closer. What was the point at which this happened? THe beggining of the school year? maybe? i hate being whiney. i hate it.
thinkoptimism thinkoptimism thinkoptimism thinkoptimism thinkoptimism thinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthink optimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthink of everything youve lostthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimismthinkoptimism.
fuck