What the fad?

[hilariosity]

so today i was talking to the lovely taylor, when i sort of realized that everything i like is a fad. (with the exception of acting, Queen, Andy Warhol, and salvador dali) 1. ive always been in love with fashion designing. i actually had a company set up and i even had people to work with. I made all sorts of designs and even had a model. ( we never actually made anything...) and this was only in 6th grade! than in 8th my old neighbor colee and i would work in her basement for hours on all of the old clothing they had. we made some seriously cool shit. I have an entire binder full of fashion designs starting from 5th grade and ending in 8th. then i noticed that suddenly everyone wants to be a fashion designer. Maybe its the fact that everyone thinks their own style is rockin' or maybe its the fact that its an easy way out of everything. Victors majoring in fashion design, and every one of my friends has ( or has had) some interest in fashion design. And indie music, i started getting into 94.7 in 8th grade and they would play all sorts of lovely indie music. that when i got into it. now suddenly its 'cool' to like indie music and emo music... and suddenly 'retro' and 'boho' are 'in'. im wondering if maybe in the follower or just a victim of liking things just a bit before they get 'hot'. and now that i thin of it.acting is a fad too. everyone wants to be an actor/actress. just as much as everyone wanting to be a rock star. its bullshit i tell you.

even through my endless bitching about how i hate singing in public and shit. im actually beginning to enjoy it. my voice is even improving. id never do a solo but i think i sound ok in a chorus. My voice doesnt sound out of place until we start hitting high notes. those are challenging. overall the whole singing/dancing at the same time is making my acting a whole hell of a lot better. and i like it!