**Sigh**
How do I begin?
Well, for starters, things aren't going so well. I'm worried about Veraklon. I'm sure this is no big surprise to anyone. He worries, so I worry.
I don't know how to react to things lately. Veraklon's problems seem to be revolving around me for some reason. Losing friends, things like that. I know he's told me it's not my fault, and part of me knows that. But I can't help but feel a little bit responsible. I know that me being in his life has caused things to change. I expect that some, but I never thought it would get like this.
I love him, and I only want him to be happy. I know that his friendship was a long-standing one, and I guess that's why it hurts. I tried to be a friend to his, and for the most part it's worked out great. I just didn't click with some of them, I guess.
I know you can't change people, but I like to hope for the best. I'm sorry it didn't work out with his friend and me, but I tried, I honestly did. We just weren't compatible, I guess.
I know it's sounds like I'm griping, and maybe I am, a little. I just don't know how to react to what's going on. I've been staying out of it, knowing that's for the best, but there is a part of me that wonders.
Could I have tried harder, could I have done something different? I guess I'll never know. We all have to move on, I know, but most of the time, it's painful.
Well, for starters, things aren't going so well. I'm worried about Veraklon. I'm sure this is no big surprise to anyone. He worries, so I worry.
I don't know how to react to things lately. Veraklon's problems seem to be revolving around me for some reason. Losing friends, things like that. I know he's told me it's not my fault, and part of me knows that. But I can't help but feel a little bit responsible. I know that me being in his life has caused things to change. I expect that some, but I never thought it would get like this.
I love him, and I only want him to be happy. I know that his friendship was a long-standing one, and I guess that's why it hurts. I tried to be a friend to his, and for the most part it's worked out great. I just didn't click with some of them, I guess.
I know you can't change people, but I like to hope for the best. I'm sorry it didn't work out with his friend and me, but I tried, I honestly did. We just weren't compatible, I guess.
I know it's sounds like I'm griping, and maybe I am, a little. I just don't know how to react to what's going on. I've been staying out of it, knowing that's for the best, but there is a part of me that wonders.
Could I have tried harder, could I have done something different? I guess I'll never know. We all have to move on, I know, but most of the time, it's painful.