hmmm
Went up town last night with Leanne... feeling a bit worse for wear now though...
Went a bit crazy with the tears last night... couldn't find the top I wanted, so I started going mad and crying then I managed to tip my foundation all over my bed... the tears came again... *wonders why she actually cried... i'm not normally a crier, especially at little trivial things...*
And now I'm pissed off because I don't know what I want to do at uni anymore...wanted to do Japanese and German, but then I've had a few more lessons with Tadashi and I'm not sure if I could actually hack that for a few years at uni...never mind having a career with it... to be honest the only reason that I want to do it is that I love the country and want to go back there, and I know that if I do it at uni I get to spend a year over there...
So now I'm looking at German with other stuff, journalism, business studies, marketing, etc... because that's stuff that I'm interested in and want a career in, I don't particularly want to be stuck in an office as a translator anymore.
But now I'm confused as to which one I want to do... I used to love Japanese, so maybe things will be okay again when I have a different teacher...but if not then I'm screwed and stuck on a course I don't want to do.
Plus the UCAS form... we've been told to be very specific and only choose one type of course because if you choose more you don't seem as passionate about your choices and less likely to get a uni place...so what the fuck am I supposed to do?!
Advice if you please...
Went a bit crazy with the tears last night... couldn't find the top I wanted, so I started going mad and crying then I managed to tip my foundation all over my bed... the tears came again... *wonders why she actually cried... i'm not normally a crier, especially at little trivial things...*
And now I'm pissed off because I don't know what I want to do at uni anymore...wanted to do Japanese and German, but then I've had a few more lessons with Tadashi and I'm not sure if I could actually hack that for a few years at uni...never mind having a career with it... to be honest the only reason that I want to do it is that I love the country and want to go back there, and I know that if I do it at uni I get to spend a year over there...
So now I'm looking at German with other stuff, journalism, business studies, marketing, etc... because that's stuff that I'm interested in and want a career in, I don't particularly want to be stuck in an office as a translator anymore.
But now I'm confused as to which one I want to do... I used to love Japanese, so maybe things will be okay again when I have a different teacher...but if not then I'm screwed and stuck on a course I don't want to do.
Plus the UCAS form... we've been told to be very specific and only choose one type of course because if you choose more you don't seem as passionate about your choices and less likely to get a uni place...so what the fuck am I supposed to do?!
Advice if you please...