_you took my hand and pulled me through...
*dances in circles*
I've never been happier, ever.
Which I never thought would be possible again, lol! =D
SO, Friday, I got to go to the movies with Steph!!! Sam, Elizabeth and Anna went as well, and we all saw Caroline! =D I held her hand during the movie, it was a bit awkward cause I was nervous lol...but when Sam and I were leaving, I got to kiss her...and that lasted a while >.> but yeeeah haha I cried from happiness! Just from being with her and spending time together...and later she texted me and we were both sad because we already missed each other...so we're going to plan to see more movies together =] I'll get to meet more of her friends yay! haha Elizabeth and Anna were cool, so I bet the others will be too ^_^
SERIOUSLY, I just don't think I could be happier, except for if I got to spend every moment I was alive with her lol...and she asked me to make that happen someday...and asked me to promise to never leave her...=] <3
I've stopped cutting.
I still drink occasionally and smoke pot at times and will sometimes do my Coricidin haha...but mostly, it's just for the fuck of it; I really don't need it anymore...it's great to feel free!!!
She's just so...amazing.
I've stopped things for her I couldn't stop for others.
I don't have nightmares anymore.
My mentallity is improving by just a bit, but hey, all in good time! =D
I love Steph.
It's so great.
We're going to hang out this week before she goes out of town Friday; it sucks...can't see her for V-Day =[ but I'm going to buy her some nice things! =D and then we're gonna hang out the 16th assuming she's back in town by then lol...
*squee* happy...<333
I can't even continue, cause everything's all scattered from just...happiness. It's so weird...haha...
I want to give you everything, I'll give you my all...