...........people are REDONCOLUS! my dream to terrorize children in classroom.....
so. LIKE WTF. i'm so mad at Dancing with the Stars! M'ya totally should've won! NOT donny. i swear. it's been rigged and just a popularity contest. she's been a steady strong lead in the show from the beginning! ugh. and kelly osbourne was sooo cute~ kya.
and. i've had like the 2 worse days at work yet. aw man. and it's not even the patients. it's the ppl i work with. like why make the workplace a miserable place to work in? why would you do that to yourself and to the other ppl you work with? yesterday. i had totally did something unappropriate in front of a patient... yes so i muttered to myself, "I don't need the attitude" and the patient got offended and called 5 mins later for the office manager. HA.
so.. i sucked it up and told my boss/aunt what had happened.. things then got all emotional and i was practically bawling my eyes out. i even got my aunt to tear up for the first time in my life.. i had never seen her cry. my aunt has always been such a strong person and everything. i truly love her for all that she's done for me.. >< she's lent me the money to go to rutgers. yes.crazy expensive rutgers... and has given me a job and everything. she's means so much to me. and it's so nice to have someone i can run to when i'm in a pickle. although she can be hard to approach and scary sometimes. but she has never turned me away..... sighs. so when i was still having trouble breathing while trying to stop crying at the same time (you know when you're totally trying to stop but can't cause your messed up breathing when you cry?), she asked, "Why not go back to school?"
I nodded and said, "I want to...."
she said, "when?"
i said, "sept?"
she then went, "Eh? why not January?"
my breathing suddenly went regular, "....that's a good idea. oh crap. that's a REALLY GOOD IDEA."
so here it is. why wait around, why not go back to school? yea. i'm crazy. i haven't been in school for a yr and a half. cripes. IF I HAD STAYED IN THERE I WOULD'VE HAD MY ASSOCIATES IN EDUCATION ALREADY!. but.. in mountains of more debt. lol.
so yea. i'm determined to go for it. my future to become the teacher that terrorizes your future children in the classroom :D
and. i've had like the 2 worse days at work yet. aw man. and it's not even the patients. it's the ppl i work with. like why make the workplace a miserable place to work in? why would you do that to yourself and to the other ppl you work with? yesterday. i had totally did something unappropriate in front of a patient... yes so i muttered to myself, "I don't need the attitude" and the patient got offended and called 5 mins later for the office manager. HA.
so.. i sucked it up and told my boss/aunt what had happened.. things then got all emotional and i was practically bawling my eyes out. i even got my aunt to tear up for the first time in my life.. i had never seen her cry. my aunt has always been such a strong person and everything. i truly love her for all that she's done for me.. >< she's lent me the money to go to rutgers. yes.crazy expensive rutgers... and has given me a job and everything. she's means so much to me. and it's so nice to have someone i can run to when i'm in a pickle. although she can be hard to approach and scary sometimes. but she has never turned me away..... sighs. so when i was still having trouble breathing while trying to stop crying at the same time (you know when you're totally trying to stop but can't cause your messed up breathing when you cry?), she asked, "Why not go back to school?"
I nodded and said, "I want to...."
she said, "when?"
i said, "sept?"
she then went, "Eh? why not January?"
my breathing suddenly went regular, "....that's a good idea. oh crap. that's a REALLY GOOD IDEA."
so here it is. why wait around, why not go back to school? yea. i'm crazy. i haven't been in school for a yr and a half. cripes. IF I HAD STAYED IN THERE I WOULD'VE HAD MY ASSOCIATES IN EDUCATION ALREADY!. but.. in mountains of more debt. lol.
so yea. i'm determined to go for it. my future to become the teacher that terrorizes your future children in the classroom :D