A blooming Rue.....

[hikariyamada15]

I regret being born in this family....
I really do.... Its all because of that asshole, my mother, 
I'm ashamed to call her mother... I'm ashamed that I
came from her...

I regret being born in this family
Yes we are rich but sometimes
Love is much better than money

I hate my parents especially my FUCKING mother

I hate her, I want her to die, she is so 
insulting, her special talent is to humiliate me in front
of other people, next time, I'll be the first one to humiliate her
I SO FUCKING hate her more than anything else
in the world, I want her to die so badly....

My christmas wish is for her to die .......

I'm her daughter so why make fun of me?
why humiliate me? why side with other people?

Here I am trying to be nice and ask you to breakfast
but all you did was humiliate me... YOU FUCKING BITCH
I sooooo want you to die as in! I've always
wished for that, ever since I was a kid.

I've always wanted my mother to die
I remember the first sentence I wrote:

"bruha si eden" ("eden is a witch" ; eden is my mothers name)  
I wrote that when I was 3 yrs. old... that's how much I hate her

Ever since I was a kid I've always hated her
She's not a mother, she's a bitch

If only I could kill her without being caught 
it would be worth everything.... I wanna live happy
I don't wanna be depressed because of her.

I hate her.... I want her to die and suffer in hell 
and feel the way I felt... I hate her..... I regret being her
daughter...

The Rue in my heart has fully bloomed.....
and its killing me... urging me to end 
mother's miserable life.....