errr..

[hikarix]

I don't really see the point in me continuing to update my LJ since I really am not that crazy about it.

If someone can give me reason(s) to keep it, then maybe I will...Maybe.

Comments

hmm

[hikarix]

Don't mind me..just surprised you would respond. >_> (just finished writing a painful e-mail)

Anyway, I'm glad you are doing well - really I am - and yes I am deeply sorry about how I seriously hurt you in the past.

As for my studies..I wouldn't say I kept up with them. I would say I survived them. My grades were horrid compared to my last ones..and really plummeted my GPA. Sleep was still lacking because of stupid procrastinating and just wanting to not sleep. I didn't keep up with lunches with that friend, but for the most part, we had a nice goodbye from college, and keep in touch by LJ somewhat.

You know I am not one to delete or ignore people who give a crap about my life, but after everything...I thought you would be much better without me involved. Also..I hate hearing about things second handed...

Re: hmm

[hikarix]

Alright.

I will wait for when I receive an IM from you..though I am invisible alot to keep from being swamped with stressful AIMs and unsatisfied people...

Re: *twitchy*

[hikarix]

Hm..you may or may not. I'm still looking for a job myself..

I'll add you on my friend's list for now. I guess you can read through my few updates. I tend to hold alot back in my journal, but I went through a good deal this past week.

Re: *twitchy*

[hikarix]

There's no way I would want to top what you have been through, but I would not wish that upon any soul.

I have found that you are the only person who can almost read me like a book, which is pretty surprising. >_>

I read your journal, and even though I saw the negativity, I saw the happiness and anticipation that you have. I'm glad that you have that to rely on.

I hope you feel better though..I hope you haven't been too sick since last we talked.