Title: I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing
Rating: PG
Pairing: Yunho / Jinki and hint of Minkey and Tofuho
Genre: Angst and Fluff
Prompt: "When you are in Love, you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
- Dr. Seuss
Disclaimer: Not mine. Unbeta-ed ~
Authors Note: This fic was supposed written for Shawol_haven challenge but I missed it and it eventually took me longer to finish it ^^Just a really short fic, hope you guys love it and drop a comment.
Alone...
Heart broken...
Not to mention drunk and dizzy...
Jinki walked out of the dimly lilted disco club with booming sound effect like the others down the street. His hand clutching a bottle of beer, as he stumble down the street towards GOD knows where, he just don’t want to go home and face reality.
When he finally find a place to sit down; he found that that he was in the park and he wasn’t that drunk at all because he can still feel his heart ache terribly.
“Why …Why are you doing this…to me…I want to forget….” Jinki slur as he said drunkly at the empty park.
Flashback…
The night was cold, Jinki rub both his hand together as he went into the elevator that will take him to his apartment floor where he live with his SHINee members, looking at the supper that he had decided to buy on the way home so that he can eat with his members and get a cuddle section with his lover since he and his lover had been busy with their own schedule.
Thinking about the cozy moment that he was going to get when he reach home bring smile to Jinki’s smile. When Jinki open the door to his apartment with excited feeling, he didn’t expect it to be crash in to millions pieces after staring at the scene in front of him.
Tears flow down from his eyes and silently drop to the cold floor as the bag he was holding drop down to the floor with a loud ‘thud’ startle the couple that was making out on the sofa.
“Hyung…”Minho eyes widen when he realize Jinki was standing by the door.
“Jinki hyung!” Kibum gasp.
Before Minho had the time to explain or say another word, Jinki had dash out the door and ran down the stairs. He ran and ran until the very last step, he trip and sprang his ankle. Jinki cried out at the pain that was shooting from his ankle but the pain can’t be compare to the pain that was forming in his heart.
His heart was bleeding when he was thinking about the scene and it make him so hard to breath as he choke on his tears. He had no idea how long he had been crying, but when he was finally stop he was drowning himself in the sea of alcohol; limping himself to the park which earn him a few stare and glares as he cry and drink at the same time, no one will notice he was the leader of SHINee anyway since it was late.
“Jinki is that you?” Someone called out. Jinki look up and stare with his teary eyes at the caller which he makes out as the TVXQ leader.
“Yunho hyung!” Jinki choke on his tears.
“Jinki why are you doing out here alone in this cold night and…are you drunk?” Yunho touched Jinki’s warm cheeks, Jinki lean on Yunho’s cold hand and closed his eyes.
“Yunho…(sob)hyung…”
“Jinki, what happen?” Yunho frown as he sits beside his dongsaeng.
“Hyung, am I not good enough?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Minh…o…Key…(sob) making out…Am I not good enough…(hiccup) that he wanted to find…another..?” Jinki buried his face on Yunho’s neck and cried out loud as Yunho patted Jinki’s head and back; trying to cease Jinki’s crying.
When Jinki finally stop crying, Yunho suggest that Jinki go home but he refuse, “No…I don’t want to go home.” Jinki whine and cry; making Yunho panic.
“Ok, stop crying, no going home, geez I didn’t know that you cry so much.” Yunho sigh as Jinki pouted at Yunho’s answer. Yunho smile and ruffles Jinki’s hair.
“I assume that you are coming home with me then!” Yunho help Jinki up from the bench but Jinki cried out laud as he landed on Yunho, both of them sprawling on the road in a mess of human limbs.
“Oh…” Yunho furrow his eyebrows as Jinki landed on him and jab his elbow to his stomach.
“…(hiss)…I’m sorry! …” Jinki tried to get up from Yunho but he fell back down when he felt the pain shooting from his ankle.
“Woa…stop, let me have a look at your ankle!” Yunho turn Jinki around and took Jinki’s hand away from the injured ankle, inspecting.
“When did you…this is terrible!” Yunho said out loud after he look at Jinki’s injured feet.
“I fell down from the stair after I ran down the stairs!” Jinki whisper softly.
“YOU WHAT?”
“Mianhe…”
“LEE JINKI, Do you now that if your injury get worse than this you may not …ever walk again!” Yunho lecture.
“…” Jinki look at his hyung/sunbae with teary eyes.
“…(sigh)…I’m taking you to the hospital and no objection!” Yunho said sternly after piggyback Jinki.
“I’m not going too…”
“Stop talking…you are heavy!” Yunho said absentmindedly.
“Hyungie!” Jinki whine sadly. Yunho sigh.
“I’m sorry but we are still going to the doctor so that he can give you a fixed up on your ankle and if you want you can stay at mine and Changmin’s apartment…” Jinki sniff as Yunho piggyback him towards the hospital.
“Hyungie!”
“Yeah!”
“Thank you!”
“You were welcome!” Jinki smile at Yunho’s answer as he hug Yunho’s neck from behind as Yunho piggyback him to the hospital.
~~~
Ever since Jinki found out that Minho cheated on him, he pretended that nothing really happen and that Minho and him was not in a relationship to begin with, he also act colder then usual toward key. Minho and Key can’t really blame Jinki because it was them who did wrong in the first place; but being ignored was not the solution.
It has been a week later after the truth revealed, Minho had enough with Jinki’s ignorance attitude. Minho really wanted to talk about the problem that they were facing, but Jinki don’t.
“Hyung, stop avoiding the topic!” Minho said out loud.
“Look who talking!” Jinki gave Minho a glare.
“…(sigh)…Can we just talked…?” Minho gave Jinki a pleaded look.
“Minho…let just break up!” Jinki turned to his back not facing Minho.
“Hyung!” Minho face sadden when he hear Jinki’s answer.
“It for our own good…I know you don’t…love me anymore…”
“That not true! I love you…I’m sorry for what you saw…”
“Let go…Minho, we will only suffer if we keep this up!”
“…”
“It just doesn’t work that way anymore…”
~~~
Three years later…
Jinki look out in the starry sky and smile when he felt a pairing of strong arms circling his waist making him leaning to the strong chest.
“Why are you still up?” Yunho hug Jinki tighter.
“It’s nothing…”
“Are you thinking about him? …he is getting married…tomorrow!”
“I know…”
“…”
“I won’t leave you!”
“Really?”
“Yes, silly!” Jinki turn to face Yunho.
“Really…” Yunho lean his forehead on Jinki’s.
“I know that I didn’t really express anything about our relationship in the pass …I just don’t know how to say it, so I’m just want to say that ‘I love you’…I really do!”
“…” Yunho stare at Jinki’s eyes.
“Yunnie!” Jinki cupped Yunho’s cheeks.
“Yes!”
“Nothing!” Jinki look at Yunho before he lean in for a kiss.
“I love you!” Both of them said out in unison, they smile and looked towards the starry night wishing that they will stay like that forever and ever.