First and Last Doesn't Matter Much
Title: First and Last Doesn’t Matter Much
Author: hikaritsubasa
Rating: PG-13
Pairing : Jongyu
Wordcount: 320 words
Prompt used: Quote: "Better last than first, because it ends at me with you." -Unknown
Disclaimer: First time taking up this challenge!!! Oh well I just want to write something about it because I miss the last two. It is written for shawol_haven
Being in love wasn’t about being first or last in that person’s heart.
When Fate made us got together in the same group/band, fate has given me a chance to love you and know you more.
You were always the center of attention.
You were always shinning brightly like the sun no matter day or night.
I don’t know about the others but you always made my day full of warmed and joy.
Even though you thought that you were your significant other’s treasure, the sun and the moon of their heart that can’t be replace, but the truth is you were wrong.
You slap me across the face accusing me for lying.
“How can you say that hyung…how can you lie?”
“It …I’m sorry!”
You refuse to believe that your significant other was cheating behind your back; but you know it all too well to denied it over and over again when the proof is showing again and again at you.
Leaning my back on the door as I slid down; listen to your crying in the dark, it always make my heartache and crack.
Tears are not mean to appear on your face, I love your smiling face better.
Just I love sunny days better than rainy days.
Every drop of your tears that you shred is like the acid rain pouring down to earth…my heart.
Even though I know you didn’t hurt me intentionally…
I still love you never the less.
Nothing can stop me from loving you….
Even it really hurt…
I know that I was too late when I decided to step into your heart.
I know that you will never notice me, even though I was always there for you.
But…
The most important thing is that I want you to know that I love you.
You will always be the first in my heart.
Even I was not the first in your heart…