When You Were Gone, My Love
Title: When You Were Gone
Pairing: Jongyu
Genre: Romance, angst, death and fluff.
Length: One shot ???
Summary: Cupid appeared to human because they want to bring love to them. Everyone deserves to be loved, even though your love one is with the angels right now watching over you from above. They want you to be happy too when you were still alive.
You hold on his cold hand tightly refuse to let go of it, you shouted his name over and over again till your throat hurts. Tears fallen from you beautiful eyes, stops and then fallen all over again for the pass few hours when you get to know he won’t be able to open his eyes ever again.
….we have done everything we could to save him, I’m sorry…
….my condolence to you and your family….
….you have to make the choice, Mr Lee….
….Mr. Kim’s brain was pronouns death…..
People were talking to you but you don’t seem to care, all you care is him…and you know that he is now gone leaving you alone in this world…
It felt so unreal…
In your mind…
You refuse to believe that he is gone….forever…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer give you the smile that you love…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer give you the kisses that he will give you every day and night without fail…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer give you the hugs that you will feel loved and comfort no matter what mood you were in at that moment…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer nagged you for being clumsy and hurt yourself when he isn’t looking over you…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer sing you to sleep….
You refuse to believe that he will no longer play the piano while sings your favorite song to make you forgive him when he makes you angry…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer insist on staying up late with you when you have a test to sit the following day even though he was tired from his work….
You refuse to believe that he will no longer help you wipe and kiss away your tears when you were sad or cried over those silly romantic scenes in the movies that both of you watch together…
You refuse to believe that he will no longer say says those three words three times a day to you…
You refuse to believe…
You refuse to believe what you heard over the phone when the hospital staff called…
You wanted to hate him for leaving you alone in this world but you can’t do it…
You love …
You love him so much…
And it hurts equally…as much as you
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Three years has passed…
You can’t forget him even you tried and you gradually forgotten to tried to forget him …
You seem to like the idea to remain the memories of him in your head…
And then your mind was preoccupied with something else….
“…Umma!....Umma…” You woke up from your trance when you heard a loud but cute voice call you, so you turn around to face him and he hugs you tightly like he was feeling scared. He was your son, our son, Kim Yoogeun.
I get to know I was pregnant when I fall sick after your death one month later. I was so sad, frighten and loss when I loss you. My live was so empty without you, it seem that you can’t really leave me alone in this world when you’re gone that you decided to leave someone with me.
“Yoogeun ah! Baby what’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?” Yoogeun nodded his head and clutch tightly on your pajama’s shirt not wanted to let go.
“Baby it was just a nightmare, Umma is here, you don’t need to be scared.” Jinki comfort his son.
“Scary …(sob and hiccup)…big monster…bite…bite…YooYoo…” Yoogeun answer you.
“Oh, no need to be scared, Umma is here to protect you, don’t cry. They were all gone now.” Jinki hug Yoogeun in his arm and caress his son hair lovingly.
“…Appa…Appa save YooYoo like a power ranger!” Yoogeun said out suddenly in Jinki’s embrance.
“What!” Jinki look at his son.
“Appa scared monster away and save YooYoo….” Yoogeun answer.
“Yoogeun…” Jinki hug Yoogeun tighter after he heard Yoogeun’s answer.
“Umma!” Yoogeun touches Jinki’s face, as tears flow down from Jinki’s face.
“Umma, no cry…” Yoogeun hug Jinki and cry with Jinki.
“…Yoogeun-ah! Umma really wish that your Appa is with us right now even he was no longer with us now!”
“…but I know he will watch over us like an angel ….or cupid who brings us love, just like you did Yoogeun. You are my cupid who bring love to me and ...your Appa too.” Jinki smile as he felt Yoogeun snuggle closer to him and dozing off in his arms.
Jinki kiss Yoogeun on the forehead before he lay down Yoogeun on the bed and doze off holding Yoogeun in his arm.
A/n: I really want to make this longer but I can’t help but to stop here because I was out of ideas. The ending was like “this isn’t what I want but close to! (>>.<<). I still hope that you guys love it.
Please comment. I will make me really happy.