Writer's Block: Mix and Mingle
I'm random. i guess it just depends on who is a part of this social situation. for some reason im cool at school but when im out of school and i meet someone im like a damn clam. but other times im the one who walks up - quite literally- and introduces themselves after making some random comment or laughing, with a huge smile on my face. its disruptive to me. i try hard to get away from my comfort zone of staying bymyself on the pc or in my world just thinking up cranzy shit. i made it a challenge and goal to get whats on the inside, things that i have packed up in boxes but havent sealed, and bring them into the physical world. after all who i am inside is the root of who i am on the outside. i have friends that i have known since i was in elementry school and friends that i met as i cried on there shoulder. they are the people, besides my family, that i can yell at, argue with, be absolutely re-stu-cile with and not think twice about it. while it hurts to know that i can yell and argue with these people but dont some stranger who pisses me off or does me wrong, it helps to know that i have in me the ability to tell it how it is with flair. i just kinda selfishly hope that i will be able to do this soon. but im working on it. just like eerything else when it comes to my social shortcomings. one day at a time.