rant
Okay so apparently I'm a mean self-centered bitch who doesn't give a fuck about anyone else aside from myself. Which is perfectly fine to think, really, I'm in no way perfect, so go ahead.
It however would be nice if you'd say it straight to my face, or even better, get to know me so I can beg to differ.
Seriously, I don't give a crap about people talking shit about me. It happens. I'll deal with it.
But people talking shit about me behind my back while i can't recall ever saying anything (bad?) to them or anyone they might know pisses me off in every possible way.
And then there's the crap that I would feel ~better~ than the majority of fandom. No, I feel more mature because frankly I think majority of fandom acts like hormonal, irrational, 14-year old fanbrats. If you don't group yourself with them, why the fuck do you feel attacked and/or offended?
Yes, I'm an attention seeking, somewhat egocentric brat with a messed up youth who loves to complain about everything and nothing and who often feels like the world doesn't care for her, her problems and anything concerning around those.
If you know me and you tell me that; go ahead. But don't ever fucking talk about me behind my back and make up fairy tales such as that I don't care about my friends, because they are everything to me, or that I feel ~better~ than fandom or anyone actually.
The icon says it all. Not pleased yo.
I'm gonna curl up in my bed and scream in my pillow now.
Godverdomme >:|
p.s. Anyone who's got anything to say to me, say it now. Anonymous or with your LJ account I don't really fucking care. I'd rather be hated in the face than being stabbed in the back.
It however would be nice if you'd say it straight to my face, or even better, get to know me so I can beg to differ.
Seriously, I don't give a crap about people talking shit about me. It happens. I'll deal with it.
But people talking shit about me behind my back while i can't recall ever saying anything (bad?) to them or anyone they might know pisses me off in every possible way.
And then there's the crap that I would feel ~better~ than the majority of fandom. No, I feel more mature because frankly I think majority of fandom acts like hormonal, irrational, 14-year old fanbrats. If you don't group yourself with them, why the fuck do you feel attacked and/or offended?
Yes, I'm an attention seeking, somewhat egocentric brat with a messed up youth who loves to complain about everything and nothing and who often feels like the world doesn't care for her, her problems and anything concerning around those.
If you know me and you tell me that; go ahead. But don't ever fucking talk about me behind my back and make up fairy tales such as that I don't care about my friends, because they are everything to me, or that I feel ~better~ than fandom or anyone actually.
The icon says it all. Not pleased yo.
I'm gonna curl up in my bed and scream in my pillow now.
Godverdomme >:|
p.s. Anyone who's got anything to say to me, say it now. Anonymous or with your LJ account I don't really fucking care. I'd rather be hated in the face than being stabbed in the back.