[Oneshot] Talking makes perfect

Sep 14, 2008 22:48

Ok, se nessuno scrive Yamajima me le scrivo da sola. T^T *ne aveva seriamente bisogno* Tanto non riesco a continuare le Reituki che ho lasciato a metà. Ecco, e io non ci credo che Yuya non sapeva quand'è il compleanno di Inoo. E' lui che è un pirla e si dimentica le cose, e cerca di non fare figure. u.u Siete in gruppo insieme solo da più o meno 4 anni, tesoro mio. T^T
*torna a drogarsi di J.J Express* Shakalakalakalakalalala! *muore*

Title: Talking makes Perfect
Pairing: Yamajima
Author:  hikarin 
Rating: PG? G? I don't know. T^T
Warning: Fluff, fluff and again FLUFF.
Disclaimer: I wish.
Summary: Yama-chan's worried over something.
Notes: Idiotic title, idiotic fic. I just needed Yamajima fluff really badly. T^T My first j-pop fic EVER. English's not my first language so if you find any mistakes please point them out. Thanks! ^^

Snuggling up to the other's body, Ryosuke let out a heavy sigh. He let his arms circle the other's boy neck, and placed his lips on his collarbone, finally closing his eyes. He melted in the warm of Yuto's embrace.
The taller boy, who had his arms around Yamada's middle, reached for him and put two fingers under the other's chin, making him disentangle his arms and look up.

"What's wrong?" Yuto asked softly, gently caressing one slightly chubby cheek. He noticed that Ryosuke was slowly losing weight, due to all the work they had. But the older boy just shook his head and put a hand on top of Yuto's still stroking one. He stayed like that for a moment - Yuto waited patiently - and then spoke up.

"I'm just so happy. So happy we're able to spend more time together than usual." Yuto chuckled, holding the smaller body tighter to his own.
"We are practically always together, you know." Ryosuke opened his eyes again and pouted. His boyfriend surely knew how to ruin a romantic moment.
"Idiot." He murmured, then hid his face in Yuto's neck. He applied more pressure than needed, to make the other lie down on his bed. Yuto complied, gently covering them both with the blanket. It was getting quite chilly lately, specially at night.

Yuto hugged the older boy tight. Something was obviously up, but he didn't want to bug Ryosuke too much. They stayed in a comfortable silence for a bit, Ryosuke's face still hidden in the other's neck while Yuto softly stroked his hair. But then the older boy sighed heavily again, and Yuto began to lose his patience.

"Seriously, Ryosuke. Tell me what's wrong." When the said boy glanced up, Yuto could see the troubled expression on his features. He was completely oblivious about what could have made Yamada become like that. He was becoming worried.
"I-... It's just that-" He stopped there and took a long breathe. The older boy glanced at Yuto, who was trying his best to smile encouragingly.
"Yes?" Yuto pried gently, still stroking Ryosuke's hair to calm him down.

"I was worried. A little time ago, you know. It was like we were growing apart. There was so much work, both together and not. And when you weren't with me, I don't know... I tried not to show it, though. But now... I'm afraid that when the filming for the drama will be over, it would be the same all over again. And that we won't be able to stop it... I know it's stupid and all but I can't-" Yuto promptly shut him up with a kiss, knowing that apologies were about to show up.
The truth was, he felt the same. But he had had to be strong and as positive as ever. He knew that the other easily got down over things like that.

Yuto broke the kiss and smiled, "Are you already prancing on how you became more famous than me?" Then laughed out loud when Ryosuke pouted and whacked him over the head.
"Sorry." He smiled down at his boyfriend again. Then he sighed, grasped Ryosuke's hips and put the older boy on top of himself. He readjusted the blanket over the other's shoulders.
"You did a very good job of not showing it." Yuto began, now with a serious expression. "You were not the only one who was feeling like that, but I thought you were okay with it, you didn't seem troubled at all." He took a hold of one of the smaller boy's hands, the one which had begun to caress his collarbone. He intertwined their fingers and resumed speaking, "So I acted just the same. But I told you a million of times that when something's wrong you have to talk to me. Aren't we supposed to trust each other?"

Ryosuke lowered his head, "I know, I'm sorry Yuu-chan. But you were tired already, not the usually bouncy Yuto I've always known. I didn't want to put anymore strain on you."
Yuto's smile was back by now. "At some point I seriously thought we were going to break up at any minute." Hearing this, Ryosuke's head shot up suddenly, his eyes wide. "We weren't talking anymore, and when we actually talked we only argued. Takaki-kun even said it in an interview." The younger boy laughed a little, but seeing that the shocked expression hadn't left Ryosuke's features he immediately calmed down.
He brushed a strand of hair that was in the other's eyes and continued, "But you know what, Ryo-chan? I think that happened because we didn't talk at all. We were both troubled, but kept it to ourselves. We ignored each other, thinking that it was the best for the other, but not realizing we were just hurting ourselves."

Ryosuke was slowly calming down, "But you talked to me now, and all is clear. Right?" The older boy slowly nodded, a little smile slowly finding its way to his lips.
"So," Yuto wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and, suddenly, flipped them over pinning Ryosuke under himself. Ryosuke let out a tiny squeal at the sudden move, and a surprised expression was on his face while Yuto was looking down at him, smiling as always. "That horrible thing won't happen anymore, because now we know that we just have to talk like this if we ever feel that we're growing apart again." Yuto then kissed the boy underneath him, trying to put as much sentiment in that kiss as he could.

"And, doing all the talk while cuddling makes it even more tempting." At that, Ryosuke couldn't help but laugh. His Yuto would never change.
"Baka. You nearly gave me a heart attack when you said that thing about us breaking up." Ryosuke said softly, burying one of his hands in Yuto soft hair. But he was smiling anyway, because everything was all right again.
"The thought of breaking up with Johnny's most famous, talented and beautiful teenage boy won't ever cross my mind, trust me." Yuto said jokingly, making Ryosuke snort unattractively.

"It better would." Said the older warningly, "Because I love Johnny's other most famous, talented, beautiful and idiotic teenage boy. And I really don't think I'm stopping anytime soon." While saying this, Ryosuke had slowly drew Yuto closer to himself with the intention of initiating their next kiss. But the younger beat him to it, diving in to kiss Ryosuke as soon as he finished his last sentence.

"I think we should do this talking thing more often."

"Who's the idiot, now?"

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