Secretly in Love with You Last Stalk

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Title: Secretly in Love with You
Author: hikarijournal
Pairings: Yaotome Hikaru x Okamoto Keito
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Type: Chaptered
Requester: mysteriousgal11
A/N: First time ever to write a fic with rare pairings on it but I’ll do my best.

Summary: Raised with separated parents, Okamoto Keito lives like all alone by himself. The only thing he would always have by his side is the guitar which was the thing he found trashed on a certain suburban place near where he is currently studying. He lives in town but most of the time he’ll be in that suburban place to let out the frustration he would always have about his parents. He would often ask why is he being forsaken like this? Why is he all alone all the time? And why no one can see him crying in the inside? He got one friend actually but knowing that that friend is also a cousin, Keito can’t truly feel the love from it. For him, it is just like a give and take relationship which isn’t stable forever. Until now, he’s hoping for answers. He wanted someone to give him a reason why is he here in the first placed. He wanted not love but someone who could complete him… and that someone appeared not as friend, not as a family relative either but as a stalker who is secretly in love with him.

Last Stalk
"THE EPILOGUE"

I Finally turn into a Bride!

CHAPTER LINKS HERE~



I was totally amazed to see my friend being pampered like a cute little kid by the seven girls which I thought to be too wicked to be turned like angels in a week. I’ve got no idea how this happened but I can see success from it. I bet Kota did something great which makes everything of these possible. Now it looks like all that is left for him to be completely happy is to have the person he loves, loving him back completely as well.

“Wow, what did you do to make them go crazy like this at you?...” I asked him when he finally escaped those head-pat, cheek-pinching and bear-hug moment with the seven.

“I don’t know but I did what you told me. I stalk them and I found what they like…”he replied with great enthusiasm. He wiggly stuck himself then next to me to whisper something on my ear. “I bought all of the expensive things they like and they start acting like this on me everyday but there’s a weird part on it…” he crooked his brows. “Those dresses, shoes, accessories and stuff aren’t suitable to their sizes. It seems too small and too far to be used by them…”

“Why?...” I queried since it really sound weird. If they wanted to dig gold inside Kota’s pocket, they should make sure they could use or else… or maybe! They’re playing with my friend!!! “Don’t answer it anymore…” I said when Kota is about to answer me with those innocent-looking but too stupid face of his’. “Are you allowing them to play on you? You can’t be like this forever. Don’t let them do this to you everyday!...” I said for I am worried. He’s my bestfriend and as his friend, I can’t let him act like blind to what’s happening around him.

“Come on Hikaru…” he whined back. Can you imagine that? He whined back at me in spite of all the worry I had for him! Gosh! Don’t tell me, he’s doing this just because, “This is my only chance to have Ryutaro at last…” I knew it! That’s his plan and period. He doesn’t think of anything at all as long it’s about Ryutaro.

“But you aren’t that rich to supply all of what they like…” I’m trying to explain here but grrrr! He’s not listening at all! “Kota!...”

“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine and just spend time with Keito, for sure, he’s looking for you now…”

Great! Now he knows how to shoo me face to face. Since when did he have this gut to talk like this? “Whatever…” I rolled my eyes and I turned my back. I don’t know if this is an argument or just a misunderstanding but I know for sure, he’s acting like dumb again.

“Hikaru…” he called up and I turned my head. I’m not in the mood to face him anymore but his tone, yes, the way he just call my name just now was so… manly. “Don’t worry about me anymore. I now know how to manage myself and my life now…”

“Hope you know what you’re talking…” I replied as I gave him a sly smile. I left him after that with hope that he really know what he’s doing.

“What’s with the gloomy expression too early in the morning hon?...” Wow, Keito had just called me hon.

“Nothing…” I smiled back right away to remove whatever he just saw on my face. I can’t make him feel burdened just because I’m not happy today. “What’s with your outfit?...” I asked him when all that could attract me right now is the flashy get up he has on his body. He looks like someone who is about to go on meeting with the president of the US.

“Oh this?...” he even posed to show me how good he looks today. “This is just the start of my surprise for you today…”

How sweet. “Surprise?...” I jumped out right away to wrap my arms around his neck. “Even you won’t wear anything at all. Everyday with you is already a surprise for me…”

“But today is different…” he said as he pinched my nose. “Get ready because everybody is waiting for us in thirty minutes…”

“Everybody?...” I wondered since who the hell is these everybody to wait for us in thirty minutes? Is he planning to throw some party? It’s not my birthday today. It’s not his birthday either. Then what is so special that we have to meet everybody? “What’s your plan hon?...” Geeeee! I called him hon as well. Gosh! I feel like my hair is now overflowing to the deepest part of this planet.

“It’s not for me to say it now but for you to see it later so hurry up…” he pushed me to get inside the dressing room and I scowled back at him. I don’t want to make him see that I’m angry but this is just too unfair! He can just tell me so that I can get myself ready. Example, what if it’s a pajama party and my get up is for a beach party? Where will I swim if it’s all bed and pillows around us?

“Hon, hurry up!...” he called out from the outside and I went out with plain shirt and pants. I know, it doesn’t look as good as he looks but just to be safe, I bring a load of clothes inside my backpack. Hehe. I have to be ready after all on whatever this maybe. I don’t want him to look on someone flashy in the end if I could just make myself even flashier than anybody else.

“Wow…” he sounds like disappointed. “You look great…”

“Really?...” I asked him back with a frown on my face.

“Yes…” he nodded but I’m not convinced.

“Then why do you sound like ungrateful?...”

“No, no…” he shook his head and then he pulled me on his chest to peck on my cheeks. “You look great even with nothing at all…”

“Then should I go naked?...” I joked and he slapped me gently on my arms. I know that’s the least he would like me to do since I can feel it, he wanted me all by himself just like how I wanted him all by myself. Aren’t we selfish?

“Let’s go…” he pulled me on my hands with our fingers interlocking with one another and in thirty minutes we arrived to a place which I think is my house! God! What the hell is this?! And why can I hear so many voices from the inside? Could this be... “Wait!...” I pulled him back to stop for a while and he looked at me with eyes too serious about this. “Are you planning to---”

“I have to be formal Hikaru…” he cuts in with face full of sureness about this. “I have to meet your parents because my parents had met you already…”

“You’re parents?...” I asked back for it sound like…

“Yes… because of you, my Mom and my Dad are now once again together so I have to completely make everything perfect and that is introducing myself to your family as the person who will take care of you for the rest of my eternity…”

Am I hearing all of this right? And am I seeing all of this in reality? Is Keito this really serious about me? Is there no other second thought about this? “Are you sure?...” I asked him for I feel like I’m the one who is not prepared here.

“Yes…” he palmed my face and in a second I sense his lips pressing against mine. We’ve been kissing like this everyday but today is different. It feels like a seal or a contract for me to be ever loyal even there will be times where trouble and problem will start to break us apart. “I don’t know if Mom will accept this but---”

“But what?...”

“But whatever happens…” I continued. “I will still love you no matter what…”

“Don’t worry too hard…” he brushed my cheeks and then my chin to look straight at him. “You’re Mom will be ok…”

“How could you say that when all this time she really thought I’m a guy, a straight guy…”

“I never asked you to be straight son…” Crap! I almost had my soul flying out of my body when Mom stepped out with face smiling vibrantly like ever. “And I never asked you to constraint yourself on something that can make you happy. You have freedom Hikaru so don’t hold back…”

“Aren’t you angry Mom?...” I asked her as I walked slowly toward her. I never expect her to be this supportive. I thought I’ll meet hell once she’ll be aware about this. But what’s this? She’s actually happier than ever.

“A little…” Oh crap. I think she’s completely happy about this. “But since you’re my son and my only child, and Keito is such a good guy, I can give my blessings to the two of you…”

“Blessings?...” What kind of crap is this? I don’t get a thing at all! Isn’t blessing a gift given by parents to their children when they’re about to get… m-m-m-married?!

“Yes…” replied by Keito’s parents who went out of my house together with my Dad. “Keito asked us if we could meet your parents today so that we could help him convince your Mom and Dad to let you two be together from now on…” said by his Mom.

“So did you agree Dad?...” I asked with my eyes twinkling in too much anticipation.

“No for now…”

Ouch! I was expecting a yes already but Dad just pondered it with an axe. “Oh, I’m sorry…” I scratched my nape and Keito pulled me to straighten up. And guess what’s next?

“I would like to marry your son after we graduate…”

Damn this! I saw how Dad’s face changed to that and I saw how my Mom cried right away after hearing it. I think I’m about to melt like ice right now because Keito is such a dumb straightforward guy! Can’t he see the situation right now? We’re at pinch here! Dad isn’t ready to hear such thing yet and Mom is obviously not that ready as well to give me away.

“I know I’m too hasty but I really love your son and I promise to make him happy forever…”

Now I’m doomed. No one is answering Keito anymore. There are just there looking at us with mouth agape. How on earth am I going to break this frozen moment?!

“Oh well…” Keito’s father cleared his throat. “The graduation is still a long way to happen. Why not we go inside to have some lunch first…”

Thank God! That really saves my ass.

I don’t know if I’m doing this right or we’re doing this right but I can feel the tension on the dining table. Mom isn’t talking. Dad is simply talking rubbish with Keito’s father. And Keito’s mother is always on her cellphone, talking and messaging someone I don’t know. I thought this will last until dusk when Mom suddenly stood up to look at me.

“We have to talk…”

“We can talk…” I said and she scowled at me.

“Not here but outside…”

I followed her after that but of course I push Keito not to intervene anymore. I know he feels it that Mom isn’t in favor at all about the marriage but I can’t let him come in between us. This matter is between us mother and son only. I have to face this and above all I have to convince her since this is the life I will have in the future, the life I will live forever.

“Mom?...”

“How could you hide this from me?...” she asked me with her face looking straight ahead, avoiding to meet my gaze. “Why even marriage Hikaru? I will let you have him as your boyfriend but marriage is another thing! I can’t let you marry him!...”

“I love him Mom. He always makes me happy…”

“I know! And I can see it! He’s a good guy and I saw how happy you are since the day you brought him here but marriage Hikaru is the thing I don’t like about this. You’re both guys…”

“Gender is not the issue here Mom and I know you don’t care---”

“I care!...” she pulled me up suddenly after shouting those words at me. “You’re my son! And I don’t want you to be discriminated by others! I don’t want others to look at you disgustingly. I don’t want you to be shamed in everybody’s eyes…”

“I don’t care Mom as long I’m with Keito…”

“I would like to support you son. I really wish I could you support you on that but you know how everybody hates lesbian couples…”

“Let them think what they want. Let them say what they like. Let them look at me with disgust. And let them imagine disgustful things at once. But I can’t live without Keito Mom…” I cried. “I love him more than the word itself…”

“Is my love and your father’s love not enough Hikaru?...”

“Don’t compare it that way Mom…” I looked up at her and she cried out as well. “You know that I know how much you and Dad love me, so don’t ask such question because you know the answer already…”

“Oh Hikaru…” she pulled me to her chest and I feel how much burden this is for her. The beating of her heart is too heavy. And I feel like I’m guilty to all of this until, “I will support you then…” she told me something that lightens everything. “Me and your Dad will support you then…”

“Are you sure Mom?...”

“If this will make you happy then why not?...”

“Thank you Mom. Thank you so much…”

I thought the marriage that Keito had proposed will turn up to ashes but to my surprise it was actually Mom and Dad who end up busy preparing it when our graduation ended. It was just a simple gathering with all of the important people around us. Of course, I didn’t wear the gown that Keito had asked the tailor to sew for me. I simply wear the man’s formal clothing that could match up with Keito’s American tuxedo. At first, we argued because he really wanted me to wear it but when I decided to, “Then let’s forget this wedding!...” he simply agreed to what I’m wearing. Hehe. I really know how to manipulate him. I know after all how afraid he is on losing me.

The kiss we shared was the thing I thought to be the most surprising to our parents but unfortunately, it wasn’t that. The thing that had caught more attention at that time was the surprise that my bestfriend Kota had brought with him… the surprise which makes everybody’s eyes to gaze with awe that even I was speechless about it.

You won’t believe this but Ryutaro is wearing a cute fluffly and frilly gown with his seven sisters redoing his hair and make up all through out the wedding ceremony. Now I know why Kota was asked by those seven to buy such expensive but unfitted things. It was all because Ryutaro is going to wear them. But it looks so funny because Ryutaro keeps on shooing his sisters away who also keeps on pinching him while telling him how cute he is. Poor boy, now I understand why he really wanted a girlfriend and that is to prove to those seven that he doesn’t deserve wearing girl clothing’s. But when Kota told him, “You’re pretty…” Gosh! I feel like the redness of Ryutaro’s cheeks had disturbed the butterflies on my tummy to tickle my belly and to feel sweetness from it. That blush couldn’t hide that feeling anymore! From the way how Ryutaro reacted, I know, Kota had won his heart at last.

And at last, I’m now finally an Okamoto but that does not mean I have to do household chores for him because we’re sharing it everyday. Keito is such a good husband and as what he said I’m such a good husband as well, more like a wife actually. We adopted three boys since he wanted three sons and they grew up understanding our relationship. Oh well, they aren’t homo like us since I told them not to force themselves if they wanted to be normal but as an advice, “Love is not all about being in norm. If you love a person, no matter what he is or his gender is or he’s race and even how he looks, you should love him/her without thinking other things because love is unconditional. It doesn’t judge a person, it protects a person. That’s why I feel secured even everybody’s word is already breaking my heart because I know Keito is there to love me unconditionally forever and ever…”

The END

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A/N: At last, I finished this after a long hiatus. Hope it doesn’t end bad even though I just rush it up.

COMMENTS ARE VERY WELCOME!